Dull day

I didn't do much today except for dreaming my future comic I wish to do someday which I doubt, revising AI module and eat alot.
If you haven't heard Kate Nash's album, you should go listen to it! So good, but it's not for those who wants the singer to sing well into the song, as my brother doesn't like her songs because of that reason.

Skinny is the new look

Why do people think skinny is the new look?
I think it's quite sickening to the stomach, every time I see a person with their bones sticking out I just feel like vomiting. What's wrong with curves? I don't have curves myself as I got no hips, I'm like a dude with a lot of fat. If you really want to keep your figure skinny, you should trade your life with someone who lives in a 3rd world country. That way everyone is happy with themselves.

Yeah, I do wish I weighed less than I do now. But not by starving and not eating properly! I want to just tone myself especially my thighs and my arms and belly ^-^?

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Today, it's hard to understand the meaning of spatial neighbourhood for my exam and that's just one small part I have to understand. I have been quite of the lazy arse lately but I think it's because I have recently stayed up late to revise during Christmas day time.

Happy Xmas

Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah!

Hope you all had a great day today :)

On Christmas day, it wasn't all that bad nor that many people came this year to our house compared to previous year since the works that worked at the parent's shop didn't want to come (fine by me, it's less people to entertain aka look after).

I woke up pretty late today, since stayed up revising with my sister. I was doing database module until 7am as that's when I was just too tired to do anything else ;) When I eventually woke up from my sleep which wasn't much, since I couldn't be arsed to go to my room to sleep so just slept on the sofa. I got woken up by my brother brushing his teeth downstairs (it's his habit of brushing his teeth long and hard therefore noisy!). I had to help tidy up but there wasn't much to tidy up since we had prepared all the tidying a couple of days before hand.

So I just went to my room to relax on the internet but there isn't anything much to do on the internet except read up on the updated comics and play games on Neopets.

When people started coming into the warmth of my home, I just pretty much stayed in my room since my older cousins were on my computer on the internet, you would not believe how boring they are! They went on facebook and went to our old high school group and look through all the members of that group, just to see if they recognise anyone... =.= pointless. I would have liked to spend time doing something more productive! But I couldn't leave them in my room since it's my room and I don't like people going through all the internet sites on my computer.
Eventually, I told them to go downstairs and off my computer, but they only left my room because they finished looking to the last person in the group.

For dinner we had the typical "Da Bi-no" - Chinese steamboat, so original to do this in events like today at my home. I didn't really get too full as didn't like eating food like this. I'm more of traditional full on rice, meat with greens, not really on buffet type.

Ai ya, why do people like to do steamboat? I find it too dull but then again it's less cooking for my mum and mess though. We have the same food on the table every year, too bad it wasn't summer where the sunny would last longer in winter ;) As if that was the case, I would totally go for bbq!!!

Afterwards, me, my sister, my sister's boyfriend K, and my 2 younger cousins were playing card games whilst my aunt(my 2 younger cousin's mum), my brother with my 2 older cousins were playing some good board game.

My parents were complaining that there wasn't that many pictures this year compared to last year, it's called last year I didn't have much fun as I was stuck being the camera-girl all day. I didn't want to do it as much this year since I couldn't be arsed to be it as much.

Amount of people came this year is: 15
Me and my family (5)
My aunt's family (4)
My aunt's daughters (2)
My grandparents (mum's side) (2)
Not related "uncle" (1)
and my sister's boyfriend (1)

Amount of people came last year: 20 or so.

I got pretty good presents this year, MONEY!!! £160! 60+% from my parents lol!

Boiling egg is simple

Why do people think boiling an egg is simple?
It's simple to "boiling an egg", is it? Just because you are just leaving it in the hot water, it's hard to know when the egg is boiled enough. As people usually say boil the egg for 10-15minutes, however everytime I do that the egg is still quite runny which is nasty to eat. I have to boil my egg for over half an hour just so it's cooked boiled hard egg. Sometimes I don't trust that the egg is boiled enough so I leave it in the boiled water for 40minutes plus. So don't always think eggs are easy to boil! It's like toasting a bread isn't all that easy if your toaster is not big enough, as I always have to flip my bread around just so it will get toasted on the one side of the bread too.

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Today was probably the most jinxed thing that happened to me in my life.

Yesterday, I told A that I couldn't go see her at university tomorrow as I might have to work, which was supposedly a lie. But about 3ish, my dad called home to tell my sister and brother to get ready for work since they both said they were going to work today. So when my dad came, my sister wasn't ready at no-state.

The tutor came to our home to teach her certain stuff on the computer had come late today, wouldn't the tutor have to apologise and re-schedule since she came late, instead of just staying there; she should have said something. Since people have other appointments to commit with.

So whilst I was busy doing revision as usual, my dad told me to go instead. So I was forced to go instead of my sister, when I told them that I'm going tomorrow a while back. I worked for a couple of hours with my brother. Before the shop opened, whilst I was packing the prawn crackers, my back kept giving me pains. It was hard to move my head and move.

When my sister finally came which was about 1930. I thought I was going straight away but I am glad I didn't since I didn't see no bus going pass the shop whilst I was at the front of the shop; since about that time it's usually the busy hour. After 15minutes or so, my dad told me that I could go home, which was good timing. Since I walked up to the bus stop and the bus was there about 2 minutes later.

I guess no-one really takes the buses at 7-9pm since the buses were going pretty fast with no-one getting off or on the bus regularly. I had to take 2buses to get from my dad's shop to home; Arriva bus from Gildersome to Leeds town, then another one from town to home. Whilst I was getting my ticket to town, since the bus sign did say to Leeds, I told the bus driver "to town please". He goes: "pardon?". "to Leeds town". That's when he understood me, but I don't get this, there isn't any other towns in the journey except to just to go to Leeds town.

When I got off the bus near Next Outlet store on Boar Lane, walking to near Corn Exchange to catch my bus home, I walked as fast as the woman who was on the same Arriva bus but got off the bus which stopped near Corn Exchange. I must walk pretty fast or that the woman is a very slow walker.

It only took me an hour to get home with 2buses with about a distance of 10.6miles difference (checked on google map). It was very cold outside about 0 degree, I was practically frozen fat! I didn't bring any gloves nor scarf with me since I was forced out of the home to work as my dad had to go asap.

It's midnight almost and still I am trying to cure my back/neck as it's giving me so much pain. I got my sister after taking a shower to try massage me but still doesn't help. She kept massaging me so hard that I was constantly screaming pain out.

Anyone got any idea how a 20year old could have back pains already?

Friends Forever?

Is that ever possible? Only possible if you are at the same university with them or that they live close to you I personally think. I just recently looked at my collection of Cinema tickets I went to with my friends, they just bring a tear to my eye that we don't really do that any more. But when we are together, we act as though we just see each other everyday which is a good sign. I do not take pictures for memories but more of keeping a receipt of the day. As none of my friends like to take pictures, especially me since I really don't like looking at how huge my nose is when I smile ^^''. Do you collect stuff that reminds you of the day you had with your friends? I guess friends forever is true if you do act the way you do when you meet back together.

These are the cinema tickets I collected when I went to watch a film with my friends:

Every time we went to watch a film, we always go to play bowling no matter what.
1. I don't know why that is there but I guess I lost the cinema ticket that came with it or that we didn't watch a film that first time.
2. Hell Boy - Eew! Never ever watch that film if you decide to want to watch it! One of the worst films ever! My friend was sleeping as it was so boring with like the corny-est jokes ever!
3. White Chicks - A classic comedy film and would recommend it yes.
4. The Grudge - Meh, okay.
5. The Cave - yawn! About monsters getting them in the cave.
6. The 40 year old virigin - hell funny!
7. I don't know what we did but probably just play bowling?
8. She's the Man - so chick flick! Yack!
9. The Break-Up - yawn so much! I thought it would be better than the advertisement that was shown but heck no.
10. John Tucker Must Die - okay I guess. Bits were hilarious.
11. Run, Fat Boy, Run - Man, why advertise it so much yet it's not that that funny!

This is a keyring my friend gave me and my other friends as a friendship thing:

My friend gave my other friends one each too. I always look at mine to remind me that we will always be friends. There is only 4 of us but I'm not fussed as long as we are happy.

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I didn't do much work today since I was just so tired from work all together. I mainly finished watching DN Angel on youtube. Good but not that great. I think I'm being a tad harsh on most things I watch. But I did enjoy watching Death Note. Chobits was abit too romance.

Are pigeons scared of humans any more?

Are pigeons scared of humans any more?

Once, I was walking with A to our bus stop and a bird just flies ever so close to me and A and low to the ground too; I was just so shocked that it would come that close to us.
The next day after that event happened, we were walking at the same spot but found a squashed pigeon instead. Hopefully, it was the bird who didn't know how to fly away from me >.>.

Another time, which wasn't that long about 2weeks ago or less, we were just next to the Leeds library. This bird was just walking around, so I asked A to scare it away from the pavement so we could walk. Yet, every time A went near it, it just walked forward and kept walking forward so I was just slowly walking behind A. Man, it would not fly away, grrr! Until we arrived in front area of Leeds library that's when it flew, about time!

I think the birds are becoming part of the citizens in town since they don't even become scared of us, perhaps someone should gather the birds together and show them what will happen if you don't fly away from us.

Ugh! I saw another squashed bird near my bus stop as well. I just don't get how did the bird get squashed? As it can fly, probably was too late before it could fly away, hahaha! (Okay, sound like animal cruelty, don't I​? I don't hate hate them, I just don't like them near me :) If they were in a different area away from me, we will live fine.

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Today, I went into university to do AI with A. It was so hard, we didn't even understand any of it. We spent 2hours on the same part about Kernel and the Convolution example. But I decided that I didn't want to spend that long in university doing AI that I haven't done much revision of, so I went home soon as 2hours with A was up, I felt so in a mode of anti-social. I didn't want to contact anyone apart from my family.

Teen mood

It was a good day of revision, as I revised so much for one subject. But after revising, I just realised that it's not that much, only one chapter minus a page which is equivalent to one lecture.
Argh! My brother was being so rude today whilst I was on the phone. I was just talking on the phone in the living room, then my brother comes into the room and says to me to go away as he wants to watch tv. But the only thing I thought was weird is that he always goes into his room when he's about to eat except for today.
I said: "no as I'm tired and I am on the phone".
brother: "So it's handheld so go away. I want to watch tv".
Me to A(on the phone): "Just ignore my brother as I was here first"
brother: LALALALALALALALALALALA!!! (very loud)
Me: brother, please be quiet! I'm on the phone!
brother: No you move, I want to watch tv! LALALALALALALA!! (continuing to shout out loud)
Me to A: "Sorry, my brother isn't usually like this. He has never been like this, only this time"
brother: LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA!!!
A to Me: "Just move away as I am getting a earache from hearing him"
(I had to move to my room)... >.>

I don't get it, he's 17 years old. Also, he wasn't watching anything that great that he wants to watch, just random channels. So why this time he decided to act like a spoilt brat? I know I was rude for not moving away, but it's happened before that I was on the phone and yet he would just eat upstairs with his food. I think the teenager mood is kicking in at the moment.

Do you ever wonder if the course you are doing now is the right course?

Do you ever wonder if the course you are doing now is the right course?

Every website I have been to, to answer some quiz to see if the course I am doing is right for me.
From: http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=119158


Do you see what I see too? The top two choices is similar to the course I am doing now in a way, Accounting and Information Systems.

From: http://quiz.ivillage.co.uk/uk_work/tests/career.htm

"You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to stimulate your senses and your mind, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

* Novelist
* Photographer
* Vet
* Medical Technician
* Paralegal
* Geologist
* Marine Biologist
* Graphic Designer
* Online Content Developer
* Webmaster
* Computer Security
* Producer
* Computer Programmer
* Technical Writer
* Systems Analyst
* Meteorologist
* Artist

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be involved deeply in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others at all costs.
You trust what is certain. You only like new ideas if they can be practically applied to the situation. You value what is real. You use your common sense. You like to utilise the skills you have instead of learning new ones. You are very specific and detailed when writing or talking to others. You follow directions well. You like things to be laid out for you to do instead of working them out for yourself. You like decisions to be made. You don't like things to be left in limbo. You like to know what you are getting into before you commit to something.
You like to focus on the here and now. You enjoy completing projects. It is important for you to achieve and succeed. Therefore, you believe in working hard and playing later. You like to set goals and work towards them."
(I'm surprised this one didn't say to become an Accoutant).

From: http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/careers/
"This questionnaire is designed to get you thinking about the sort of jobs that might suit your style.
John Holland's model of vocational choice suggests that people with particular interests and styles tend to favour certain types of jobs. Holland described six main types of person:

* Realistic
* Conventional
* Social
* Enterprising
* Artistic
* Investigative

Knowing the types you most (and least) fit can help you think about the types of role that may suit you.
Read below to find out what careers you seem to be suited to based on your results in the test:

Investigative
Your results suggest that Investigative type work might suit your interests and preferences.
Investigative types prefer thinking to action, they like working with information and may prefer working with ideas rather than with people. They tend to like jobs in which they can research, analyse and solve problems (or come up with new problems!) and prefer using their brains to their interpersonal skills. Typical roles that suit Investigative types are scientist, engineer, laboratory worker, computer programmer, pharmacist and vet.

Conventional
Your results suggest that Conventional type work might suit your interests and preferences.
Conventional types are happy to work within systems and large organisations and tend to focus on accuracy and efficiency, preferring to know what is expected of them. They tend to like things to be organised and predictable and are often involved in roles that involve recording, sorting, documenting and organising. Typical roles for Conventional types include the range of administrative and clerical roles (e.g. in the government and financial sectors) as well as accountancy, banking, bookkeeping, secretarial work and some inspecting roles.

Realistic
Your results suggest that Realistic type work is less likely to suit your interests.
Realistic types generally prefer action to words, they like physical activity and may prefer working with things to working with people. They tend to favour jobs where they can work with their hands or produce things, and often like outdoor work. Typical roles that suit Realistic types are gardener, mechanic, driver, electrician, farmer, sportsperson, skilled trades, labourers and some engineering and military roles.

Social
Your results suggest that Social type work is less likely to suit your interests.
Social types like roles that focus on helping, teaching or supporting others and very much prefer working with people to working with things or ideas. They tend to prefer working in teams and like to feel they are doing something useful. Typical roles for social types include teacher, counsellor, nurse, minister of religion, clinical psychologist or police officer.

Enterprising
Your results suggest that Enterprising type work is less likely to suit your interests.
Enterprising types like persuading and influencing people as well as controlling, managing and selling to them. They like to take a lead and are often quite motivated and ambitious but may be impatient and can find rules and detail frustrating. They tend to favour roles such as salesperson, manager, estate agent, supervisor, lawyer, advertising or marketing executive and often like positions that have status and prestige.
This brief questionnaire can't tell you exactly what you should do. It only suggests work areas to think about that may match the way you like to work but it can't tell you whether you have the skills and qualifications for these jobs."

I went to some other websites before but I forgot which websites they are but they were all saying that I should do Accounting and Computing types of jobs. So have I chosen the course that was right for me then? I don't know as this course is way too hard for me, or perhaps I'm at a university which is too high standard for me?

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Today, I woke up at 12pm so I slept for 15hours... well sort of less since my sister and brother was screaming at each other at night time, grrr >=( I was so annoyed when I kept getting awaked by them two, I mean once okay but twice? I don't think so! When I told my brother off about the situation for talking ever so loud at night when someone is trying to sleep, he goes and says: "Serves you right, now you know how I feel when I tell you to be quite at night". What the 'eck? How flipping mean is that?!! I don't do it on purpose! I quieten my voice at least when he tells me to be quiet. But it was nice sleep from no sleep in 2nights in a row, well okay, about 3hours sleep and 2hours nap then ^_^.

I only got woken up by my aunt asking me to look after my cousin for a 2hours before her lesson at ballet. It was kind of weird, she didn't eat much at lunch time.

Eep late!!!

Today, I thought I was going to be late to hand in the coursework, as I woke up at 7.15 and thought I would wake up at 6am to get ready to go at 7:00.

So as I woke up at that time, I just quickly dressed up and quick raised my face and left the house and I didn't have time to eat nor brush my teeth (yeh, I know Yack!).

But I arrived in town about 8:00 and had to wait for a different bus to university as I couldn't be arsed to walk it as too cold. So cramped up the bus at that time. I was thinking to myself, does anyone notice that I had just woken up and if I had anything on my face?
But I got there way enough time, I just printed out my work and gave it in, trouble alert though, as I tried to staple my work together, the staple couldn't go through all my coursework paper. So I had to staple twice even though our lecturer said that if you do that it could affect your marks. How the eck am I suppose to staple it with just once when it looked as though it was going to drop into pieces with just one staple.
So I stayed in university, for abit after coursework was giving in. Glad it's finished, but for some gut reason I think I'm going to be fail big style.

I'm going to sleep now. Night x

Grr coursework

Today, went into university about same time as yesterday. A came too, she was doing the coursework too. L and M gave in the coursework before 5pm, as the SOC room would lock after that and the only way to get in was if you were in already. L and M went at 5pm after M handed in his coursework on the dot of time. Man, why does it take forever to do the coursework for me!??! A went at 5.30 whilst I stayed university again until 7ish. I had to go back in there after 7pm again as I forgot to submit my python code online,dopey me! Now I have to type up the report ready for tomorrow 9am.

I stayed up again today but only until 3:30ish and decided to go sleep for a bit. (posted this part in morning).

What is the difference between unstable and stable IP address?

What is the difference between unstable and stable IP address?
Does it affect the internet connection speed?
This is what I don't get, why should I get an unstable IP address whilst my brother gets a stable one? I told him that I do not want unstable IP address and he told me: that's fine, and that he will have the unstable IP address since it's better. But when we got the new part of router extension, I found out that mine is on the unstable IP address, what the eck? Stupid brother just wanted a stable IP address for his game.

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Today, I went into university for about 10.30. A came too, supposedly for her other friend F. I was busy just correcting and trying out certain things on my Python application. However, I didn't know how to make the program check through certain data in the database before allowing it to be accepted as a value.

I tried to make it as a variable the values, but since there is more than one value in the variable, it didn't allow me to check one value against the variable. It was an error as it kept saying it's not integer, aww.

Stayed until 7pm doing the coursework again, was so hungry. Stayed up all night doing the coursework with only half an hour sleep because of me nodding off. So in fact that this is sort of posted on Wednesday when it's suppose to be for Tuesday, lol!

Would you do anything intimate together with your partner when your family members are in?

Would you do anything intimate together with your partner when your family members are in?
I personally would not! Since it's just a nasty vision for the rest of the people in the house. Only people who are addicted to sex would o it?in the house when there are toddlers in the house.

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Today, I went into university again to do the coursework, me and E were so into doing the coursework on Python since most of the stuff we are doing are basically SQL, but in a more user friendly application. We almost finished the coursework in Python, but the most of the coursework is to do a report on it, nooo! We stayed until 6.50pm today, 10minutes earlier than yesterday, wohoo!

E is going home tomorrow so she has to do the report tonight and pack up too, eep. Since today was a Monday, I couldn't have done much coursework since it's a night when most relatives and my parents have a day off work. We didn't do much, it was pretty quiet dinner time, only my family and my aunt's family minus my sister since she has already eaten with her bf. They were upstairs atching a film?

After eating, I rushed to my room to do more of the coursework. When I had to go to the kitchen to drink some Chinese herb, I was told to bring the drinks to my sister and her bf. When I was outside my sister's door, I didn't have any hands free to knock, so I shouted out nock Knock! Get your drinks as I don't have any hands free to knock the door!? She replies fast: on't come in! Don't come in!? It's obvious they are doing something together, yack!

What is the perfect age to get married?

What is the perfect age to get married?

I was thinking about that recently, since you would want to meet your perfect partner and get to know them for a while. I would want to meet mine soon however I doubt I will since I don't want to distract with my study for a boyfriend. Some people can cope with studying and having a boyfriend but me, I doubt I will but I don't know since I have never been out with anyone and I'm 20!

I would want to meet someone and get to know them for at least 2years before thinking about marriage. Crazy amount of time but I think that is the way you get to know them for the best for your future.

However, I am not sure if I am a true heterosexuality. As I do have some hots for females however they are so very pretty looking. But I think most females probably look at others to see how hot they are. I have a slight crush on someone at university, but I don't think they notice that since I don't even talk nor go near him in lectures or on the computers. There's no point trying to see if they like me back as it might make it worse for studying. Anyway, I'm butt ugly and I don't make an effort to looking nice for anyone. I mean, what's the point? Let them know for the true you not the false one.

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Today, I went into university today to do the coursework which was due soon, L and M went first but the labs was locked. They didn't know that you had to put the code in before able to go in. It took them half an hour to know how to get it :S Oops I could have told them but I was busy eating my egg sandwich for breakfast. But me and E stayed at university labs until 7pm doing the coursework, we was so hungry by then since we didn't eat lunch. But we now understand a bit more about Python.

What's the point of make-up to attract people to you?

What's the point of make-up to attract people to you?

Isn't that a false idea of what the person looks like? As how is one suppose to know the true you if you wear make-up? Some say make up doesn't change the way you look, yes it does! They say it enhances their look, more likely to say it changes their look. As my friends tried putting make-up on my other friend, and it made her look like a prostitute and made another one look like a doll even though that wasn't the task to do to their face. Make-up can change the way people feel about themselves much better but that isn't being true to yourself though.

Today, was the day when I go out with my friends away from university ever since I met them in Year 1 of university. Quite crap isn't it, but I'm not the type of person who likes to go out late and go clubbing nor drinking. I am not a good dancer nor want to ever get too drunk to stop me from remembering, as what's the point of forgetting what you do only that it's funny for that moment.

So I went to meet E supposedly at 1.30pm at the train station to get our ticket to Glasshoughton to Xscape. But E wasn't even ready at that time so I had plenty of time in town, so I went to the Leeds Art Gallery since I haven't been there in a long time since I did my A-level Art in 6th form. Some of the contemporary art wasn't to my liking as it's landscape but there was some nice watercolour pieces. I'm more into watercolour art and portrait & people art, that's why all my art work from school and 6th form is mainly people or portrait, there is a few still-life and landscape only because I had to do those though to try it out.

Anyway, eventually I went to Wetherspoons to meet everyone at 2pm, as a surprise to L's bf, M. M didn't know about the surprise party event only he saw us at Wetherspoons. E and Su (E's roomie) finally came after minutes after M came in.

The journey to Xscape was half an hour on the train, you should have seen how cramped the train was, no space to move but it isn't like China where that is even worse. (Not to dis China as I have been there and it was like that in certain areas). When the carriages were packed full to the doors, the train operator goes to the people outside, "Sorry, can't let any more on as it's unsafe?" What!??! Isn't it unsafe already since there was people on the steps of the carriages? So we had to stand for a good half an hour, surprising when we got off the train, the Xscape was just next to the train. Sweet.

So we had to wait for a while before we could play on the laser quasar, so we went to the arcade to play. I'm not into bumper cars whilst the rest went on it, I just think it's a waste of money just to bump each other. I guess it's to get your frustration out on bumping a car in a cheap form. So we went to play the laser quasar with 12 people in the group. We wasn't on our own in there, there was other people in there too. When we went into this booth, it was dark with a sort of light showing a glow to white, on my jacket/ cardigan there was a lot of white stuff on it; I was trying to swipe it off but didn't work :S

It was fun playing in there, even though I wasn't that good playing it. I didn't score that great in the first one, since I kept getting hit every single second when I got charged up. But second round of game, was better. Me, L and Su stayed in our base to warn off the other teams, I didn't know that it was our base in the first game we played. I'll point out who is who in the sheet we got at the end of the games. Whilst we was playing, there was a lot of mini brats around it was so so annoying! They just stay next to you and shoot you, they left our base only when we shot them down.

First Game: You can tell that I didn't do that great.

Second Game:


Hermione is L
Mad-Eye Moody is Su
Krusty is E
Sirius Black is me
I didn't know what other people in our group was.

After our laser quasar game we played mini-golf, I have never played that before in my life. When I told Su and E they were totally shocked out of their minds, it was so funny when I told them that. They were saying "What?!?? What did you do in your childhood then??" Well, I just laughed it off as no point telling that my parents didn't have enough time to go out all the time, hahaha!

We played two rounds of mini-golf as there are two different areas. It was hard to play at first since I didn't know how to play it. Only time I used a stick like a golf was playing hockey in high school. E was saying that I hold the stick like one would hold a hockey stick, hahaha! I think high school has affected me too much.



Hahahaha! They were surprised that I did quite well, they thought that I lied about never playing mini-golf before! Lol! Funny. I won overall out of them, Su and then E ^^" Mwahahaha!

After we ate at Nando's, I chose Large Chips which I shouldn't have, as it wasn't worth the amount even though I was full. But I would have benefit my money if I got it at university's bar. Me, E and Su tried to get the train back to Leeds but it left 1minute before we got there, grrr. So we stayed at Xscape for another hour with the others, we just walked around in there. Some of them played the air hockey game in the arcade and boi, they play violently as the puck kept flying off the table.

Whilst we were waiting for the train to Leeds, we played a game; where one says a name of a film then the next person would have to say a name which begins with the last letter from the previous person's film. It was hard, every time, it landed with thinking of a name beginning with N or Y or V, hahaha! But M's friend Chris was funny when giving hints of the films beginning with "G". He was acting out Godzilla and Ghostbusters. After his acts, Su said something totally different, "Gothika" Chris said "What the? You got Gothika from what I acted out??". She goes: "No, thought of that ages ago, just thought I'll let you act that all out first?". Hahaa! Meany Su ;)

Today, I have spent:
Bus ticket: none (since the term pass still valid until this day)
Train ticket: £4.30(out and return).
Laser Quasar: £10.00 for 2games
Mini-golf: £9.50 (minus 49p off from playing Laser Quasar first)
Nandos: £3.25
Total: £27.05 (Woh, this is some expensive dayout)

But after we arrived in Leeds, I departed away from the rest as the bus was supposedly coming to my bus stop soon (checked on the internet to prepare ^_^). I took only 8minutes to walk from train station to Corn Exchange, there was a different bus but not the one I wanted. But no complaining there, as it was freezing cold outside. The bus journey only took less than 15minutes to arrive to my destination then walking the rest to my home, from 22:05 taking the bus to 22:30 arriving inside my home. Woot

Does your notes you make in lectures help?

Does your notes you make in lectures help?
Don't you ever wonder that your notes you make in lectures doesn't really help and it's just there because you have to stay awake in lectures and thought you just had to make notes? Well, this is how I felt but I just used my notes to help me answer some questions that I had to do. Hahaha! So don't always think that your notes are crap, as they could help you especially with exams coming up so soon in January!

So think twice when not writing anything during lectures, just write it and then you shall be able to use it later on when starting to revise for exams.

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Even though I only had one lecture today, I went into university early to do database coursework since my friends are doing the database coursework too. I'm glad I have my friends when doing all my coursework as it's good to debate if we don't get the right information so then I understand why I got certain things wrong and vice versa.

I spent 3hours straight trying to do the coursework with my friends, L and her boyfriend had like a minor argument about the coursework. I think she needs to calm a tad down as her boyfriend wasn't giving any dramatic motion throughout the whole time; well I'm wrong actually, he gave some anger towards the keyboard as he forgot a comma in his python code.

I learnt something knew from a friend R, he told me that you can have 2 OS on one computer. You have to download the Ubuntu onto a CD disk and whilst rebooting your windows computer, have the CD in the computer already. Therefore you can set it to have double screen to take certain amount of hard disk on the computer and placed on one screen. I haven't tried it myself yet, since I didn't really have time and also I'm just tired today.

I tried the Biore Scrubbing Pore product but I ain't sure if it's working on my face just yet. But I will update if it goes worst or better. I love the fact that it's minty, I so adore products that have menthol/ mint in it. It just gives the best fresh air ever! I so miss using Head and Shoulders Cool Menthol, I just gave my head just the best freshening it needed.

Tomorrow, I am going to go to L's boyfriend's surprise event thing. We are going to xscape to play lazer. Oh dear, I better wake up early tomorrow to iron my jeans, as I got no clean jeans at the moment. T3T

If someone is on their period, would you still have sex with them?

If someone is on their period, would you still have sex with them?

As I was reading on bbc news website, about the girl who was forced to have sex during her period.
(http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/6224151.stm). So some men like this, doesn't it seem abit disgusting especially since it's dirty blood in a way? But what if the man doesn't use a comdom, is it possible that the woman can become pregnant? That's just sounds so weird, yet an interesting subject to find out I think.

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Today, I thought I was going to go into university to do some database coursework, however the time had come and I was in so much pain. I couldn't move much and constantly taking toilet breaks. I think you all guess what the 'eck I'm on about.

This is a tip for all you females and some males who want to know about females on their cycle:
1. Before taking a shower/bath on your clean underwear panties, put the sanitary pad beforehand therefore when finished cleaning yourself, you don't have the trouble of sudden leakage as much happening at that moment in time.
2. When sleeping put a lot of tissue in your pants, especially when its the start of your period moment.

Do you look up when you think of something?

Do you look up when you think of something?

I personally try not to look up as that's so typical but I think it's because of the television that does it too, so therefore we copy how they do it. I now usually tend to look on the ground or mid-air but not where people are walking as I might stare at their crotch by accident and not knowing that; they would probably think "Huh? Is there something on my crotch?!!??" I think everyone usually stares in a space where there's no movement in the spot.

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Today was the day again that I meet A and hopefully she will apologise (however I will doubt she will do that) for her attitude towards me from last Friday. We didn't talk during the lecture since I think we were especially concentrating since our lecturer was going through a question from the past paper. After the lecture, it was okay between us even though I should have complained to her asking her what happened on Friday. Our last database was finished now, no more of him not teaching us YES! But one thing to note, he's going to be half teaching the module that I chose for next semester, wah! After database, me, L and E went to the L.Room to do database coursework, however it wasn't very successful as we tried but failed miserably.

Our last Financial Accounting for this term, was so, so tiring. I don't know why, I think because I didn't catch enough sleep the day before and having to wake up ever so early for 9am lecture. Lucky enough she ended the lecture early which is a good sign, however I wish I could have paid more attention. But no use, I kept wanting to fall asleep and drift off, now I don't understand some of the notes I wrote, oops.

Do you always get suspicious when someone uses your name in conversation?

Do you always get suspicious when someone uses your name in conversation?

I know I always do, but the worst is when you try and find out why your name was in the conversation and you find out that it's nothing much. Something like:
Me: What you saying about me?
Dad: "Oh, I just said that you and brother are going to be making your own meal since I don't have time" ... ok *3*!

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Today was a lie-in day without having any lecture to go to since it's Week11 according to their timetable and not many lecturers have lectures this week. So lucky me and the rest of the people on my course. But I did try to do database coursework but I do not know how to draw logical design about bloody beers! I don't understand why the lecturer had to choose beers of all topics, it's not funny and how the eck are we suppose to learn about beer and python within the same week. My mum went shopping today to York and in town, busy day for her, isn't it? I wish I could go shopping, but then again I hate shopping hahaha! I'm not those type of people who adores shopping, I'll rather play games than go shopping any day. That's why I always try to ask my sister to go buy me things if I need it since she's more of the girlie girlie type of girl lol!

My mum bought me 3 Burberry tops, well actually just 2 but since my brother is being an arse thinking light blue tops makes him too "gay", therefore I got the top. Since I'm more into the baggy boys tops than the fitted tops of females. Not saying that all female tops are fitted and that all males are baggy, but you get what I mean. I'll show you the tops when I get the chance to do it.

Later today, I was told it was going to be a full house of people in the house. Boi, they weren't lying about that, it was so jam packed full to having a limited space between the table and the wall in the dining room. But it isn't really surprising if there is 12 people in one room.
It was good though to hang out with my grandparents as I hardly saw them when growing up between age of 9 until 16 , since we moved houses which is about 15mins drive away lol! Bad isn't it, but what can we do? Haven't got enough time especially with school etc.

Oh, I got the full set of the Clinique 3-step Skin Care!!! I didn't get it with my own money as I'm skint out of it but my mum got the last part of the set for me and my sister. As we already constantly use the first two already, just the last one we didn't have lol! But we are getting our mum a super present as we hardly give them anything for Christmas nor for their birthday, bad isn't it?

But I don't know what to get my dad though? Got any ideas? I thought of getting him a backup sim card reader but what else? I am spending £16 on my mum on my behalf. I ain't sure what to get him at all.

Basic Python learnt in 2 weeks less?

Basic Python learnt in 2 weeks less?

Is that even possible for someone who has never done Python in her life before? I have a database coursework which is based on to make a database in Python. Most students in my course hasn't even done Python either and the coursework is worth 15% of the module. The lecturer gave us a talk about the Python, SQLite and Pysqlite but it was just about how each program is different and not much of the code. It is due in 2weeks less and I don't even know how to even run the program on the SOC Linux computers. I am trying to get books out however most books from the university library are out of python or that I can't be arsed to go all the way there haha! So do you think it's possible for one to learn the basic python very quickly? Eep!

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Ai ya, today I didn't do much was too lazy to do anything much. I blame it on the winter holiday is almost here. But I tried to do some accounting module but it's hard to concentrate, need alot of sweeties!!!

Stealers no more

Stealers no more
If you want your ideas to be secured and stop people from stealing the idea. This is the way how to prevent that happening:
1. Put it all in an envelope after finalising your idea and put the date on top of the idea papers
2. Post it to yourself.

Done. But when you receive it, DO NOT OPEN IT! Only IF you want to sue someone that they stole your idea, hahaha! If you do open it, record it with the time too or let some lawyer open it instead so you got yourself an eye witness... you got yourself the idea of what I mean.

That is what my teacher in high school told my class in D&T Graphics, he was one of the best teacher ever in that school.

The idea of posting to yourself, could be used on those would thinks they have some sort of psychic ability as that would mean that your prediction is true if it does ever come true.

I haven't ever sent myself any ideas to myself yet since I don't even have any good ideas on paper yet, or do I? Even if I do, I don't think it's good enough anyway and I think of them all as doodles.

Does eating too much makes you fat?

Does eating too much makes you fat?

I think it depends on the person's metabolism of the chemical reaction in the body mainly. As I eat way more than others, such as: crisps, sweets, pizzas, cheese buns and many more. However I am still the same weight as I was ages ago and I am an ideal weight of 21 BMI. But I do wish to be more active in physical wise, as I think most of my weight is pure fat upon fat. So hopefully I will get the energy and time to go back to the gym where I have paid £45 for the gym membership.

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Today, I have tried the Pore Strips which I bought yesterday and wow, how dirty is my nose! However, I never knew about these strips until recently. I'm going to buy more of these strips whilst it's cheap at moment at Boots, unless there are other places that are cheaper?
All I did was to use the cleansing soap to wipe some of the oil off my nose and then repeatly wet my nose; I didn't dry anywhere near the nose just around the eyes and my chiny chin chin.
Only problem when first trying this was I didn't put the strip at the tip of my nose, just a few cms after the tip .

Why do people complain that it hurts so much when peeling it off? It's not that painful that you have to scream and yell to the world, or perhaps my skin is so tough that I don't "feel da pain!".
You should have seen all the dirty pores which was on my nose, but it's good to see that all the dirty is out of my nose and into the bin.

Argh! Don't ask me about A as I texted her again today to tell her the SOC lab code to go in but no reply from her, not even a thank you. You know what, I think she thinks I'm her best-est friend so I must go with her everywhere she goes. If I don't see her for certain amount of times in the week, this is what happens. As this has happened twice only because I didn't see her on Wednesday both times. I mean what the eck? It's not like we're a couple and I think couples are more flexible otherwise as well! I think it's because she needs someone, so she can release her rant out at them; as everytime I have been with her always yapping on and complaining about courseworks etc. I mean, there's no point ranting so much about the same phrases about coursework, as I can hear the first time round. I just can't be arsed with her attitude no more!!! She's got some social problems, I bet.

Would you pick up litter for safety for others?

Would you pick up litter for safety for others?

I wouldn't usually pick up other people's litter just to throw it in the bin, as you will never know what type of disease it might carry.
Today, it was one-off situation that I picked up a litter on the bus and to throw it in the bin whilst I was getting off the bus. As it was a pringles tub packaging which would cause a nasty fall if someone step on it, especially on the upper deck of the bus. I hope the stranger who saw me pick up the rubbish, would do the same too if that happens again.

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Man, I don't understand anything that was told in the OR lecture. It was dead confusing with all the LP-solver's solution and explain what happens in certain situation using the information from it. I hope I understand it before my exam in January.
After that OR lecture, I just spent an hour in the computing labs to try to do Database coursework. I don't look at people when I am walking or doing anything. I know it's a bad habit, but I don't think there's any point of looking to know who's around me.

I texted A: Wher r u?
A: Wow u already cn me
At this point, I was thinking did I see her today? No.
Me: No I haven't.Where r u? @ da labs?
A: U no wher i am, u already cn me.going ta gt lunch b4 lec
Now, I was thinking what the eck? I didn't see her at all when coming into the labs. So I asked E if she saw A in the labs, no she didn't. E told me when we were going to Dry Dock to eat, that she doesn't look at people when she goes anywhere too.

When I saw A before AI lecture, I asked her where did I see her. She told me that she saw me at the labs and that I saw her. But the truth is that I didn't see her at all as I don't look around. Then I asked her where were she sat about. She started biting my head off again, saying "just forget it"; in a tone which was like a female on her period. So I tried to make a different conversation with her but now I thought it was pointless as she was giving me one answer in a mood.
During AI lecture, she wrote on a paper to me: You going to cum in tomorrow?
I wrote back: Dunno, don't think so. Y?
A: I'm going to cum in to do fin acct/database, and want someone there too. I'll be silent.
Me: Oh, I dunno how to do that shit stuff.
A: what stuff?
Me: database
A: you going to cum tomorrow?
Me: dunno yet
A: decide quickly. (I thought she was joking around about that, at first).
Me: talk about it after lecture.

As our lecturer told us that we had to listen to this part carefully since it's calculation which might be in the exam. So flipping hate people who disturb me during the lecture, I'm dum enough and don't need anyone else to bum me down even more >:|
After the AI lecture, told A that I'll decide later if I'm going to come tomorrow later on.

My lucky day today, when I went to Boots to buy Biore cleansing pore strips, they had a discount on it. So instead of spending £4 which I thought I had to pay for it, I only had to pay £2, woot woot!
This has happened twice now, everytime I went to buy stuff in Boots I pay less than the actual price; as last time I was buying Hair Straightening Kit which is usually £10, but they had a discount at that time and so I had to pay only £5 for it.

A rang me at 22:36 asking me why I didn't text her and if I was going to uni tomorrow. I aplogised to her for forgetting to text back as I was busy with something else. I also told her that I don't think I'm going to go to uni tomorrow. Then she just said quickly, "Well I'll just see you whenever, bye." and then she cut me off before I could say bye to her back. Lately she has been on a bad temper mode and I don't like someone who would just treat me like crap as I'm not that type of person myself.
She texted me at 22:45: Dnt undastan y u been ignorin me, hw kum u nt kuming 2mz?soz 4 nt chatn 4 lng az goin ta slp, reali tird n dint wna disturb u.
I was thinking the same about her not me. I haven't given no attitude towards anyone at all, so I don't know what she's on about me ignoring her. I have been texting her every night, asking her "how is she". She's the one who replied late but I was in bed before I could reply to it. The only day I didn't text her as much was this Tuesday that just past, since I had coursework due the next day. I told her I was going to stay up doing coursework which was due on the following day.
If she thinks that I was ignoring her on Wednesday, she needs some recap of what I went through the day recently. I had to wake up at 6.30am on tuesday for lectures, 3hours straight on AI coursework with AT then going home at 6pm after lecture and then staying up all night with no sleep doing coursework. Which is approximately +29hours no sleep .
I texted her back: Hw hav I been ignoring u? I tried going to uni to revise and didn't turn out as planned as I thot it wud.
A: Ur jus being awkward.ur nt kuming coz ur avoidin me odawize u wud'v kum.das kewl,nyt.
She needs a smack for saying that crap to me! I didn't do aught to her.
Me: Tsk! You can't say that to me, u know it's not true tsk! :P . (I thought I would make it more nice and friendly conversation).
A: Yeh wateva,i bliev ye itz kewl.n u kum if u wnt,i aint sayn owt,letme no init,um goin ta slp nw *yawnz*
Me: I doubt I will cum in 2mrw. nite x
A: C wt i mean. No I don't.
Me: Wat? Im just tellin da truth n thot ur slpy?
A: Wa tlkn bwt u kumn 2mz.bt jus 4gt it,im ryt az usual.by.
What the eck?!!!? So I don't come into uni on Saturday makes me a bad friend? What the eck?
Me: Did sumting bit u?I didnt do neting2u to annoy u, did i?

That's when she totally ignored my text. Flipping eck, I am just confused with her attitude lately. It has happened before as well but for some reason, she tried to act like nothing happened before, argh!

Finished coursework

Finally finished OR coursework :D I stayed up until 3am yesterday, don't you hate it when you close your computer and you just remembered how to do a certain thing... yes, that happened to me whilst doing some question for the coursework so I had to switch on my computer straight after closing it incase I forget how to do it the morning.

I don't understand why do I use "..." I think it indicates that I'm unsure, like in some of the scripts they do on comics XD But I think I use it way too much even though it's not necessary to use it at all, hohoho!

Arm position

Today, just spent almost 4hours straight doing OR coursework. Lucky for me, I got the same answer as L after we were checking the final result :D

L's bf said something interesting in a way, whilst he was working in a bar before he was told about different types of people's position. If you cross your arms together, others wouldn't approach you as they would think you want to be left alone or something.

Stayed up late late today, since I wanted to finalise my OR coursework to be over with.

Compuuer

Argh! So frustrated with OR Linear Programming, so much to do D:

We were just trying to do OR coursework in our break and I forgot about lunch so I got hungry when we had our workshop of OR module even though it was pointless as he should have just done a class about the coursework which is due on friday morning.

So many people came today, even though I don't know why? But there is a hint that it might be because the aunt/uncle were going to Vietnam for a few months. But my little cousins was disturbing me whilst I was doing work but funny thing was that, the youngest cousin was asking me what a pink package she saw. I told her to guess and she was like "compuuer" and imitated the way to use a mouse. The older cousin knew what it was called surprising enough, I didn't think they would know what it is by that age... But then again, they might use computers at the age of 5 at school? As I wasn't even using computers whilst I was at prim school but then again time changes and computer helps with studies now... and make them have bottle glasses.

Happy Bday S!

Happy Birthday S!
Even though you weren't even at Leeds to celebrate your bday =3= but instead you were probably drunk in London ^-^"

Jack and Jill ...

Jack and Jill went up the hill and never came back down.

What do you think happen to them?
I thought: A paedophile got them lol! Not funny but that's the first thing that came up to my head
My sister's though: they died.

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Some children are just dead dum inside, not to be rude but why the eck would you meet up with someone that you met on the internet? For laughs? Man, I realised that on my own that it's one of the stupidest things to do to meet up with an unknown person from the net! But I got a friend who met up with like a dude on the net even though I had to hear it from a another friend. They were going out and such but she found out that the dude wanted to "do it" with her and always pesking her about it. I don't know if she actually lost her virginity with him. As we weren't that close, I just said hey and talk about our subjects mainly. But after she dumped him, she found another internet friend to go out with from myspace. She's just crazy in the head and not the good way too. She can be so clever at times especially with her subjects but with reality nah.

Fine! Be that way.

Ah, it was like nerve-racking for me today since this was the day to see if A would talk to me. If she didn't then I don't think I will be friends with her anymore!

Man, Linear Programming was going ever so slow, I wanted to fast forward the lecturer's voice. But I don't have a remote for him D:

So I went early to wait for our lecture to start and to see if A would ignore me before the lecture starts or not.
But as I waited like some dying pup waiting for their master to return, I took a glimpse and saw A but just looked away. I think she saw me but just went it!
I texted E: A just went in the lecture without me!
E: Omg! She's such a bitch!Ugh how childish x
Me: I know! Gesh!
Then that's when I got A's text: U not goin ai?
What the eck? Me: ya
I texted E: She just txted me saying if i'm going to ai but just got the txt late
E: O rite.Oops.Ru sure it came late and that she didnt acutallytext u in the lecture so that it looked like it came late! Hmm ignore me Lol! Have a good weekend x

A: Whr r ya?skiva
Me: look bak

Me to E: Man, she texted me but dunno what to do now :S
E: Hmm i Dno let her approach u first.Just see what happens is all u can do! X
Me: Ah, she talked first.

A: In cafe
I didn't text her back as she rang me... man I so wanted to leave her! But thought might as well be friends with a bitch! She might be useful in the future! So just met her and another friend H in the cafe. So it felt so wrong... I so wanted to go but decided to stick around. We walked to town to our bus stop whilst H went to her lecture.

E: Hmm well its a start! X

Whilst walking with her, I was thinking is she fucking going to say Sorry to what she did!?!?? Nope nothing! Just on about her module etc...
Man, why hasn't she brought up the fact that SHE WAS WRONG!!!! I just getting pissed off, but lucky enough her bus came and she had to go and run for it.

Me: Ah, Thank you for the talk again :) X
E: Aww thats alrite. Any time! Xxx

I dunno if I want to work with A on AI project. Might just tell my lecturer to not make us pair up as something was up about us two.

Couple NOT!

Okay, I keep on rambling on about A, it sounds like we are a couple or something lol! I can't believe she's acting worst than a baby about all this! Whilst checking my phone, I found a text from her: "Mite stay home" which I texted her saying:"Are you coming to uni 2mrw?".

Tomorrow is the day where we shall see what will happen when I see her for the lecture, I hope she apologise to me! even though I think it's doubtful to happen as people do not like to apologise for THEIR wrong doings!

Finished DB coursework

I went into uni to hand in my database coursework. But before handing it in, I decided to give it in at the same time as E, since she was going to hand it in today as well. But the problem was that, I came before 12pm and A might be in the lab since she has a lecture at 12 and usually goes into lab if she's early.

But I thought, if she sees me and wants to talk to me, go ahead then. But whilst I was checking my database coursework answers, I felt as though someone was about to say hi but didn't since they were so close to me. But I didn't look back since it's just weird doing that. I do not know what to do on friday since I have a lecture with A and I don't know if I should wait for her before going into lecture or should I just go in without her? Since it's her who's holding a grudge against me when I haven't done anything wrong apart from going home!

Anyway, she's always talking to her friend online and doesn't even care if I'm there anyway whilst we are on the computers! Argh! What should I do?

What a *****!

What the eck did I do? I told my friend, A that I'll probably go home straight after my Management Accounting lecture. Whilst I was like 3minutes away from my bus stop, A rings me saying about come back to uni to do work. I just replied saying nah, can't be arsed.

When I came home, which took less than half an hour woot! Which is surprising, as the bus I usually take, usually takes about 10minutes more. Anyway, after I came home I went on ebuddy as I texted A on the bus saying I would go on ebuddy for her, I wrote saying sorry about not saying behind as got so much work to do as well as database coursework. For some reason, she started acting like a ***** on the message.

I was thinking what the eck did I do? It's not like we arranged to meet! If we were, she could have texted me earlier to let me know and not ring whilst I'm near my bus stop! I had to walk over 10minutes to get to my bus stop in town! After when she started acting all *****y, I decided I'm not putting up with that **** so I just ignored what she said after what she said.

She had logged out of ebuddy, she should realise that I'm no flipping person who would just stay in uni doing nothing with her, whilst I got so much homework and coursework to do! I could have stayed at uni to do the work but I don't really work much at uni at certain times, as A always distracts me saying all these stuff.

Anyway, the computers are usually booked at that time, so I would waste even more time! ARGH! I'm so pissed off with her! I have never acted like a ***** towards anyone, so don't flipping act like one to me!

Ugh! Smelly shoes ...

Today, just had 2lectures as usual. OR wasn't that bad, but even though the lecturer's voice was putting me to sleep. But I couldn't sleep or relax in the lecture because the smell of someone's shoes. As I could feel the seat I was sitting on had someone else's pressure on it behind me. So that's when I realised that it wasn't the smell of me but someone's nasty smelly shoes!

I had an hour to do some database coursework, however me and my friends wasn't able to get any computers to work on as they were fully booked computers. So this student took us to the other labs as we knew about it but never been before. After a long stroll, we were there.

When I saw A, she seemed abit off for some reason, so I everytime I was trying to make conversation with her, she was just giving me one word answer. So I decided not to say anything at all after that. When I asked her about why she came early to uni, she just bit my head off for no apparent reason. I don't want to flipping make all the conversation whilst she bites my head off. So just ignored her basically in the whole lecture as she seemed occupied with her phone probably her sister texting her or something. After AI lecture, just went to the computers and did my database coursework more. and I think I've almost finished it in a way... the sql part but need to do all the writing D:

Whilst walking home with A, we saw this pigeon on the ground... I was weary of it so as we walked closer to it, we realised that something must be wrong since it didn't fly away. So A went right next next to it and still not flying but it did sorta try to walk away and flinched. A was about to give it a crisp that she was eating, but the bird pooped on the floor and she decided nah, lol! But still abit unsure about her attitude.

You don't know my lifestyle

Whilst texting to one of my older cousin, I got so pissed off with what she texted me! I'll tell you after why so:

Me: u going2dat BBC event buffet on mon?aint going as going2b wit fam
Cousin: No dnt think i wil eitha
Me: it wud hav been gud to meet all thou.2bad aint going
Cousin: Cos of u.But also cos im get stressd bout my work as wel
Me: Tsk!Can't anyway goin2b with fam on mon
Cousin: Yeh but u dnt realy go anywer wiv them.But iv got too much wrk anyways

That's when I didn't reply back as got so offended with what she said at the last part: u dnt realy go anywer wiv them. Just because she sees her mum 24/7 almost, doesn't mean that I do see my parents same as her! I hardly see mine, only mondays after uni and the rest of the week- they are at home whilst I'm at uni, when I'm home they are at work.
So don't flipping say that to me you arse! That's what I so hate about her! She always don't think about other people's situation but for herself, selfish-*****! Thought she would have learnt not to be self-centered but I guess not! Only to her friends and not to her relatives/family. I wonder if she does act selfishly with her friends? As if she did, she wouldn't have friends would she?

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Argh! I got the second coursework from AI about Matlab! Ugh! It's about Tutorial of DCT etc, firstly I need to go through all my notes to understand the basic about DCT before doing the coursework. But this time we are able to work with someone, wow that's going to help much about Matlab... NOT!
Database was going ever so fast, that I couldn't write all that was on the slideshows, even though we could go on the website and print the slideshows, it's best for me to do it by writing it out to understand it more. Therefore I wouldn't fall asleep like I did mainly last year... la la la!

Accounting module wasn't that bad, even though there was so much information the lecturer was telling us, ugh! Good thing is that we went home earlier than 2hours of supposely of the lecture. But whilst walking to my bus stop, which was quite a long way away, I saw this girl who is in my lectures and I always say hi to but don't really talk to. I didn't know what to do, since should I go walk with her or just let her walk on her own. As I know I wanted to walk on my own, so I did... but it was a while before I was able to just walk pass her, since the pathway was packed full of people walking la de da.

I wonder, whilst I walk to my bus stop, do people think I walk fast? As I think I walk way faster than most people; who walk so slow that it would just stop time!

Whilst on the bus, I recognised a old high school student who did ICT Alevel, Business Studies with me in 6th form and was in some of my classes in high school. But I didn't sit next to him, as I didn't really know him at all. Only thing I knew really about him was his name, lol!

Hallow Hallow what do we have 'ere

Happy Halloweenio! Did you know there is so little kids coming to our house for trick-or-treating this year. There was only like less than 5knocks, sweet isn't it :) That means the kids have grown up or they think we aren't in XD Hahaha!
We got a box full of haribos supposely for the kids but no kids coming now so all for me and my brother mwahahaha! (Since my sister doesn't want any >.> more for me and my brother then ^-^"). I think I'm going to bring alot to uni tomorrow as got a 2hour lecture of business module ... poo.

Wah! What the eck! I have to pay interest rate on the student loans?!?!!! I might as well get overdraft from the bank! ARGH! *#^~! I have to pay an extra £66.14! Flipping 'eck! They charge too high! How am I going to pay for this!

Wah!

I so hate Matlab! If I have to do anything in Matlab outside of uni, I would leave the job! But I doubt any accountancy firm would use Matlab in their system lol! Now, that would be sweet if that happened but I would just leave the job!

Today, I went into uni at 9am to do this coursework about Matlab, that's how much I LOVE Matlab! Ha! If only that was true enough to be believable. I just made up some codes even though they don't even work in the way it's suppose to in the coursework sheet. But at least I tried, right? Hopefully I will get 40% above as I would have failed the module if I don't pass the coursework (aka 40% is the pass mark ^^).

Before handing it in, I just went to my lecture and decide to try abit more of Matlab after 2hour lecture of Management Accounting, it wasn't that bad, but boi so many example questions about Marginal Costing VS Absorption Costing method. But boi, me and my older cousin had great timing to see each other. Whilst walking to the labs as I was about to do more of the coursework, I was thinking "hmm, should I eat now? Or just starve abit longer until I go home?" Then I saw my cousin whilst walking, so after asking each other what are you doing just then, she asked me if I wanted to go eat with her. Of course, I said yes to that lol! We were discussing how it was great timing that we met each other, otherwise we would have had to eat on our own lol!

After doing abit more Matlab, I decided to cry and just give up on doing any more of the coursework. Met up with A and was about to give coursework in but A needed to use the girl's room. When I told her that I'll wait outside for her, she kept insisting that I had to go in, Argh! Why can't I wait outside? It smells in there... So A said she shall pee in the other toliets, but after a little more walking, that's when I needed to go so I went in the toliets in as well lol! But boi, I must have drank so much water or something to pee like over 1.5 minutes! Not actual timing but something like that, as I thought I was finished peeing but it kept going and going. Okay, this is nothing to be interest of but this is my life and that's how boring my life is, to be talking about pee pee!

A lied to me! She said she didn't hand in the coursework! So I kept saying to her to give anything in, but she said nah. So after telling her to give something for the coursework over 100times, that's when we split up for our buses. But during my journey home, A texted me saying that she did hand in her coursework before her lecture started... I know! What a big meany! That's what I have been texting her for the rest of the day ^^

How dumb am I?

If I'm going to uni during the weekend to do some coursework which I do not get at all, how dumb does one need to be, to be coming in during the weekends?
Well you have to be like me, as I don't understand how the eck you are suppose to do this AI coursework in MatLab... it's something similar to programming but it isn't in a way. It's got the coding type but different format D: How the eck?!?! I don't even understand any of it!

I'm dealing with 0s and 1s and I have to find a region of 0s and identify it and then make it change to 1s. Grr!

Stalker to be or not to be?

Do you feel like a stalker sometimes? But not literally on purpose. As it's happened to make it seem as though I am the stalker. I was like walking the same way as someone and I think they slowed down to see if I was an actual stalker but then if I was a stalker, aren't stalkers usually older than their victims?
Sometimes I think I get stalked on as they walk the same way all the way from the bus stop, so I power walk it quicker to get away.

This is a habit of mine, everytime I am about to come to my driveway to go into my house, I always have to look either end of the street to see if there are anyone suspicious. As once there was these kids and I didn't want them to know where I live so I had to walk for a while before they passed away from my street before I could go into my home. But as I say, better do it than be sorry.

One down and many more to go

Finished my OR coursework yesterday midnight about 1am, which isn't that bad, as I was mainly proof-reading it ^^ woot woot! Just printed it off at home instead of using the uni computers as I don't think we will have enough time to do that in and get some lecture notes from a different building which is about 5/10minutes walk away.

I felt so so so ill today even though I don't know why, but I think it's because of one of my top is quite tight so it cuts off my air circulation or something. I just couldn't be arsed today, I just wanted to go home and sleep. I think it could be because I didn't have enough sleep? But all today's lecture didn't go that bad, was feeling much better during the last lecture even though it was 2hours long lol!

Uneven Breasts

Uneven Breasts? Do people pass their teens have uneven breasts?

I've always had tiny boobs but now it's uneven, and has been for at least 3years, but just recently one breast has grown like double size of my other one. So if I wanted to wear a top which is fit on, it would look dead weird, but I never wear those tops so I'm happy.

My breasts aren't that big.. just like a tiny ones... abit like what 12year old breasts are like,lol! and I'm 20 too Hahaha! Not that I care about what size they are, as it's pointless to care about your breast, should be happy enough to live in this world and experience the millenium 2000 wohoo!

But too bad not one person now living would be old enough to see the next one that would be funny though.. a 1000year old person... well it would eventually happen since people can live pass 100years old already. But I don't want to live that long... but I bet I will get up to that age now, now I said it D: I mean, who wants to be that old?!? All you would be doing is stratching your arse and farting whilst losing your memories at a old home place.

I remember in 6th form, a fellow student had like big breasts however since she was wearing a fitted type of top, you could tell that one breast is bigger than the other one lol!

New Camera!

Sweet, I bagged myself a new camera from my parents. It's Canon digital IXUS 950 IS, which is 8pixels holy lord that's some very decent pictures I will be able to take of. The only crap thing about this camera is it's free memory card is very small, 32mb ... I shall get a 1gb or a 2gb for it instead of using the 32 one... eew. I think it cost just under £200 too, so lucky, lucky me :D

Career's Fair

Today, had to be one of the longest days even though I didn’t go into uni that long as like I usually do on Tuesday. After my first lecture ended ½ hour early, we went to a talk about “Life as an Accountant”, and Deloitte people were talking to us. How sweet is that! One of the big fours was talking to us guys lol!!! One really unusual information I found out is that you don’t need any work experience nor industrial placement to apply for Deloitte, however it’s probably a process of CVs and doing online tests … ugh! You need 220 UCAS points as well as first or 2:1 degree in any course. ( I doubt I will ever get a 2:1 in my degree haha!!!).

I spent like 2hours doing nothing, well looking at Grant Thornton website about what to ask them when I see them at 6pm at a talk. But still after a while of looking on the website for info, nothing I really need to ask them at all.

But instead of just wasting another hour before Grant Thornton presentation, me and my older cousin went to the gym to do extra FabAbs session as my cousin wants to do Aerocombat on Wednesday instead.

For some reason, this time round I wasn’t so tired after doing all the tense workout to make the fabby abs go bie bie. But whilst I was doing some of the workout, ugh nasty thing I saw when I glanced on the floor… it was some nasty piece of cut off toenail someone had left behind D: It made me want to puke! So I just closed my eyes during the rest of the workout.

Grant Thornton presentation was making me so sleepy, I almost dozed off whilst he was talking… crap, but I didn’t fall sleep though, I'm glad. After the presentation, we stayed behind to talk to the Accountants and whilst we were in the room. I saw some people gathering around this table and when I saw some people with something shiny I said out loud, “Oooh, sweety!!!”. But it turned out to be better than a sweety, it was a usb stick… but it wasn’t that big of a size (128mb only =S ). Also there was a Grant Thornton logo on a Parker Pens too. So I grabbed that too, there was only 2left and so my cousin and I got it. There was some other people came after us but they didn’t get the free Parker Pens mwahahaaaa!!!

I think this company requires graduates to do work experience >:S Also, they only recruit 6/7 people per branch.

After I came back home, whilst I was doing homework due tomorrow, my younger cousin kept bugging me by constantly coming into my room and messing my stuff up! Grrr, if I say leave me alone, that means leave me alone yo! Only time I got time for myself was after dinner, as she(my younger cousin) was bugging her parents instead. But my aunt got her books now, The ButterFly Book about phonics for my younger cousin and “Don’t go to Work on Mondays” book for my brother's xmas present. Guess what, she was going so totally to the price down to the last pennies. She should give me some profit for getting it online for her D: and giving her some discount on one of the books with my NUS Extra card tsk!

Got any tips for keeping kids out of my room apart from getting a lock for the door? I thought I might try to block the door with a chair, but they would try breaking down the door instead and that's no good.

Chicken Wings

Anyone for Chicken Wings?

There was an event that I went to with a society I joined, it's called "Chicken Wing Man Challenge". Now doesn't that sound interesting to go to? So me, my sister and my older cousin decided to go check it out, first time I have been out late-ish since uni started.

My lecture ended early today for some reason so didn't need to stay in uni doing zlich, so went home pretty early about 4.30ish, but I had to go again about since the event was at 7ish. The worst thing about being on this day is that I always wash my hair this day, so I practically rushed washing and hand-drying my hair quick style. I had to leave early since the bus only comes every half an hour or longer... >.<

Argh! The bus was late at the evening, it was suppose to come at 18:05 and it didn't come until 18:20! What the eck? That's called some bad service or what! I blame ya, First Metro Bus Company! Too bad, there isn't any other bus company that comes to the street where I catch the bus.

When finally meeting my older cousin and my sister in Borders, we went to the event at Sports bar. I saw so many chinese people in one area, so damn weird since it's not in China/ HK lol! Someone came up to me and said "Oh, I see you in my accounting lectures". I was like "Really? Oh didn't know". But didn't talk long since everyone was getting ready for the chicken wing challenge at one side of the table whilst the rest sat in smaller tables. Me, cousin and my sister did not enter the event, when I saw the chicken wings they were about to eat, boi so glad I didn't since it looked dead nasty! It looked as if the chicken was starved, looked like there was no meat on the wings or over cooked the meat until the meat disappeared, ugh!

Whilst sitting down to eat something else, we met this other person called Tina however everytime we tried making conversation with her she just gave one word answer. Man, pointless of coming to this event, I so wanted to meet more people but they were busy eating away.

So we decided to go since it was getting abit boring and late too, gladly the bus came on time whilst we went home.

Acting like a Real Student

What does a real student of university usually do? I have no idea, really even though I myself am one. But I think it depends on what type of person you are, I guess. As I know someone who doesn't really go to most of the lectures and keeps going to clubs at night yet he passed all his modules in uni. However unlike him, I stayed at home revising and playing on the kawaii mmorpg games and failed some of my modules. But I did really revise very hard.

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I finally can get my NUS Extra Card so I can get slightly cheaper Amazon UK books for uni, as boi, the books are expensive especially when you are skint already. But I think I remember that last year's NUS Extra Card allowed 10% off in Amazon UK in books but this year it's be reduced to 5%... :( poo. But at least, I use the nus extra for better value for McDonalds lol!

4hour break, instead of staying in uni with a 4hour break, I decided to go home for abit and I'm glad I so did that, as after the database module, I had a nosebleed D: so lucky me that I didn't have to stay at uni with this event happening ^^ Grr, annoying though D:

Curse of "Rabbit"

My friends said you are suppose to say "Rabbit" once or "Rabbit" 3times at the start of each month and it would give you good luck for the rest of the month. Weird superstition to think about, but at least you don't have to act crazy in order to believe it gives you good luck.

However, I don't think we had luck today especially to me and L. Well, I didn't say "Rabbit, Rabbit, Rabbit" as I didn't know until they told me at the beginning of the lecture. Perhaps, that's why the curse was against me.

1st Scenario
As during the lecture, a wasp hovered near me and L, so we shooed it away and away it went. Then soon again, the wasp was on my hair! Just on it, not moving when I brushed on my hair, Argh! I was like screaming in the lecture to scare it, it eventually went away from my hair and urm, disturbed the whole lecture :< . But not my fault the wasp liked my hair, I don't like it back! So I couldn't really concentrate during the rest of the lecture as I was scared of it coming back; I kept sweeping around my hair to make sure it wasn't there anymore :S , bad case of fear or what.

2nd Scenario
Whilst we were crossing the road, we had a different situation that happened. We didn't cross where the traffic lights are, we just before that area. So whilst we were crossing, L sorta went the other way and sorta power walked to come back to cross the non-traffic light area. So whilst crossing it, this dude in the lorry revved his car, and it scared L so she ran it across the road. The funniest thing about this situation was that he had a grin on his face looking back at us whilst driving off. D:

3rd Scenario
Whilst we were walking near the uni union, L fell because most probably her extremely high heels. At least, she wasn't injured too bad... just a case of embarrassment with a injured head banged against my leg :'(, which made her ear go funny as she said :S oops bad leg, for being strong.. :<

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Eew! Whilst walking home, I saw a stray dog D: I got ever so scared, I thought it was going to bite me or something. So I crossed the road as soon as it got like 5meters less near me. Didn't know stray dogs existed in my area ish? Well I wouldn't call it my area, as it's quite a distance from where my house is, about 15minutes walk away?

Finally my NUS Extra Card has arrived at uni union, so I can go get it tomorrow and buy books from Amazon!!!

A True Yorkshire

I have lived in West Yorkshire for all my life yet I don't know any yorkshire phrases and wordings. So does it depend on where you live in the county? :/
As where my parents work, my mum has been working there for about 10years now and she uses from phrases and words which I don't even know. :B

Even though that area where she works, isn't all colour-race friendly (mainly caucasians) :S . (nothing against caucasians at all!!! Got friends who are caucasians so don't dis me, ^^!). I don't know but after she talks to someone, she would say: "Ta Love" or "Ta Darling". Ugh! Nasty wordings, but she picked it up from the customers, lol!

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Ah, have I already forgotten how to do linear programming?!?? We had to do a question in Linear Optimisation module, and I forgot how to do it! When I have done it in Alevels maths D1 and in 1st year uni in Modelling for Management! Dang! I better look at some notes about that before next lecture ... I can't believe I forgot how to do it already.

D: I was totally confused in what the 'eck our lecturer was saying but least to say, I just wrote down whatever he said at that moment in time for an hour less :S
It was all about a program, MATLAB, we are going to use in our 2 coursework which is worth altogether 30%. Nooooo!!!

Bus seats

Would you move yourself from a seat that you were sitting next to a total stranger to sit in a whole empty seat?

I always find myself in that situation on the bus, I always argue myself with the same question again and again. As it would be good to move away to have more space to yourself, however what would the person think if you did move? Would they question themselves about why you moved? As I would always think that myself if someone moves away from me; about if I smell bad or something. But then I would just remind myself that I get more space now. Sometimes I take so long to think about that question, that my stop has come already, but not always as sometimes I think about it too long that I just can't be arsed to think anymore and stay put.

Pros and Cons about if you should move to a empty seat from sitting next to a stranger:

Pros Not having to sit next to a stranger
:) Having a whole 2 seats to yourself
:) Get away from the smell (sometimes it's true)
:) They get a whole 2 seats to themselves as well

Cons
): They might think that there was something wrong with them
): Making them feel bad
): Someone who actually smells bad might sit next to you at the next bus stop

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Today, for some reason I had a bad headache after I went on the computers at the computer labs :S .

Database wasn't so bad today even though I got myself confused in what the eck he was on about. However, I think it was because the title of today's lecture was:"Concerning Databases" :S .

Wohoo! To my module that I chosen, "Linear Optimisation" as it's similar to Modelling to Management what I did last year and is about Linear Programming. Also I did Linear Programming in Accounting seminar as well as I did Decision Maths in Alevels, hopefully this wouldn't be too bad :c

>:O Man, I fucking hate this lecture that I had after Linear Optimisation as everyone was being so flipping noisy! >:O It's called a lecture not time to talk dopes! I don't go pay over £3000 of tuition fee to hear people chat! So if you think you are one of those who talks in lectures then don't flipping talk as it's just unfair for others doing that module! >:(

20

I am finally 20... do I feel wiser? mature? different? The answer is... no.
I feel exactly the same except for the fact is that I feel so old as I'm away from the teens age and entering the 20s stage.

This year has been good in a way, I met new friends, experienced exams and resits exams in the same year as a 1st year university student.
As well as experiencing having exams:

* starting at 6pm for 2hours
& having 4hour exams and still thinking it's not enough time to do the exam

That's something people don't usually achieve in one year... well unless you are a student yourself :3

I wish I would buy/have something meaningful for my 20th Birthday but still I have no idea what that present that I could give myself. Perhaps a new life? Or a new clean room? Move away from home? I can't think of anything that would change my life for the best as I enter the 20s.

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Today, had to be one of the longest days even though it is my birthday and it's better if your birthday last longer so everyone treats you well. I had lecture starting at 9am AI module which wasn't too bad comparing to Computer Operating Systems. It looks very interesting about locating how many circles there are in a picture by the computer only (you don't have to understand this part :>)

Database module wasn't all that great since the lecturer was the same who did database last year, and lecture slideshow is similar to the last year's database module... which isn't all that great at all. :<

Yesterday night, E texted me to ask me for a pub lunch and I thought since it's just a one-off thing, might as well try for once. Since Year7 in high school I've never bought a lunch, only made from home.

So we went to pub, it was okay in there, we just hung out there for like 2hours plus whilst having our lunch inbetween that time.

I thought my friends forgot my birthday since it's like at the beginning of the year and no-one really has the time to remember birthdays in September. Unless they keep mentioning it but they didn't since didn't really see them before lectures started.

So when they went to get some juice for themselves, I decided not to get any since I wanted to just drink my water XD lol! After they came back to the sofas we were sat at, they gave me a present and a card D: ?!?! I was totally shocked, didn't think they would remember at all. They gave me a mouse with a mousemat from Octopus shop which is quite expensive there, I think I remembered it costing about £15 or so :S .

After all that fuss about birthday, we decided to get some food.. which is a big thing for me, since I don't usually buy food for lunch *.* . Decided to try the Chicken Wrap which costed me £4.50 D: but boi, it was filling to make me burst! I couldn't even eat the salad bit on the plate as I was too full eating the 2 part chicken wraps. It also took me the longest to eat for some reason :/ .

Man, we had 2hours to kill after lunch we could have like done a threesome of us 3 girls and still there would have been plenty of time to kill for our lecture at 4 for 2hours about Accounting. So when the actual lecture started at 4... that was like the longest 2hours ever... I was like so sleepy, I wanted to drop off asleep even though she was a good lecturer... but one of those with the droning same voices. Yack, someone behind me or nearly behind me kept sneezing and I bet some of that nasty snot went on me >:o

Finally, got out of the lecture just before 6ish and had dashed walked it to my bus stop. Man, the queue went for miles long, but the good thing about this queue was that the bus just came about a minute after I waited at the bus stop queue. But I was like one of the last people to go on, as the upstairs was jam packed full, so I had to stablise myself from falling onto people's lap whilst bus was turning corners. I wonder if I did fall on someone's lap would they get turned on... or just embarrassed and shocked about it happening.

This has to be one of the longest blogs I have ever done... there you go, one more achievement as I am 20 ^-^"

Ah, forgot to write down the presents I got from my friends and family ^_^:
^-^ My parents > money
^-^ My grandparents > money
^-^ Aunt/uncle > money
^-^ "Fai lo" uncle > money
^-^ A > perfume
^-^ E and L > Comp mouse, mouse mat, a cutie chain for mobile phones

Thanks all ^^

Lectures starting 1st day!

Today, is the officially the first day as a Second Year student, which is a pretty good feeling considering that first years getting lost in the buildings, mwahahaha!!! >:)

I had like only one lecture today, Management Accounting which was pretty okay so far even though it was like 2hours lecture supposely but we only stayed there for 1 hr 30mins :)

I decided to go to a computing lecture which was straight after Mgt Accounting, about Computer Operating Systems. As I might choose this module instead of AI module. But after the lecture I have decided that I do not want to do that module at all! D: I was confused all the way through the lecture... what the eck are Monolithic?!? Don't tell me what that means as the word was used in the lecture :/

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My family decided to go today since it's going to be Chinese Moon Festival tomorrow on my birthday :) , we went with aunt/uncle, my grandparents, aunt's family and "fay low suk" aka translated as fat, old uncle lol! But he isn't even fat... but he is old and known as a uncle as traditional chinese way ^.^ .
It was a good event and filling too this time... as usually when I get back home I would snack on more food ^-^". They also sort of celebrated my birthday as it's tomorrow as well as Moon Festival day :3 Perfect timing, aint it?
Fay Low uncle gave me £20 for my birthday even though I don't even know him well enough ... :O .

1 day to go...