Gross

Why does my sister always have sex at my home? The walls are so thin and the floor is very weak so you can hear every movements! argh! Gross. gross, gross! Told her to not do that at this house but at their shop instead in their own room! I'll rather look after their kid longer if they do not do that in a house where everyone lives in!

Oh well

I was going to draw a picture every day as an Advent Drawing Christmas thing but did not go to plan as I do not have the time nor the energy whilst looking after my nephew.

My brother is already back from university for the holidays so I am not always on the computer anymore. I am forced to use his laptop which has no files of mine and he does not tell me the password so I have to keep asking to type his password for his laptop everyday.

My nephew is now 6months, he has recently got more stable whilst sitting up and always rolling over onto his front whilst sleeping. He does not really like my brother to feed or to make him fall asleep. He always cries, but is alright when it is playtime with my brother.

I have to work overtime at Sainsburys due to Christmas time season. I have to work from 7am til 3pm to help look after my nephew at the evening. Man, I am going to be dead tired but at least I can sleep in on Christmas Eve; when I do not have to work on.

I am also told to get some gifts for a raffle for Christmas day. So I have bought one item so far; a photo frame (£1.59) and so many more to buy.

Advent Calendar Drawing 1/12

Ooops

I have just been busy almost everyday if it is not working, it is charity, it is also driving lessons, and also looking after my nephew.

Only day I truly have a day off is Saturday even though I am still looking after my nephew which I do not think it is that hard so far. Probably because I am use to looking after him.

First day working at Sainsburys was abit off putting due to one of the workers. He kept saying oh it was so bad working there, oh the department manager is racist and oh this is his part-time job where he works elsewhere too. I DO NOT CARE! He just kept going on and on about stuff which made my day even worst. Lucky enough I did not have to spend most of my time talking to him. At the last hour of the day I was literally on my own, all the workers had left since they only had a shift until 6pm and me at 7pm. So no-one told me how to push the trolleys that you carry milk on away. So I struggled quite bad. I wish we could have music on when there are no customers about. So I was just listening to music in my head whilst it was deserted.

The second and third day was much better since I did not have to stay there until it was deserted as well as the colleague that just talked crap about the job was not there. I tried to work as fast as I could to do all the cheese stock but I still left about 4boxes which I could have checked but I had to go due to looking after my nephew.

Every Tuesday from now on, I have to stay at my sister's takeaway with my nephew since I end at 4pm which would take too long to drive home and back to work for my sister. It was so annoying and boring since my sister could have driven me and my nephew back home at 7pm as it was quiet hour time, my sister's husband said no, it might get busy. Did it get busy? No. So I had to stay there bored out of my mind until 10pm! Whilst we were about to leave my sister's husband said to my sister, "come back soon!". So when my sister dropped me and my nephew off, and went back to work. My sister's husband rang to tell me that my sister did not have to go back to work that day since it is closing time almost. ROAR! WTF! That is so stupid! Could have rang earlier! Noooo, you had to tell my sister to come back soon back to work!

I am pretty pissed off at my sister's husband! He does the dumbest things and annoys me to hell! I thought "brother-in-law"s was suppose to be alright but not annoying! He is probably 10 times more annoying than my brother! My brother is not that bad but I had to have some reference to show how bad.

At the moment, my sister's husband stays at the takeaway above to make to easier to set up the food the next day. So, my sister's husband needed to go to town to get something signed, but my sister cannot drive him as she needs to look after her baby whilst I go to charity. He complained to my sister about "why did I need to go to the Charity?". What this heck? So I have to make MY LIFE to revolves around him! I think not!

I would like to try to work full-time at a job which I want to do with my career but because I am basically a full-time nanny, I can't. So I shall just keep on going with my charity volunteers, part-time job, and driving lessons until the time is better where my sister can look after my nephew at work.

Oh, my aunt (my mum's sister) is pregnant but at the early stages so just have to wait :) So my aunt's future baby would be an aunt/uncle to my nephew hahaha!

Roar!

Argh! I am so angry at the moment! I try to do EVERYTHING my parents want me to. Find a job, driving, charity and many more stuff. So what do I do? Yes, I do everything they WANT me to do.

So just about 5minutes ago, my dad tells me to go to his room and look at the computer, I thought it would be just about his computer issues. But no, it was about finding a job! What the frick?!? I just got a job at Sainsbury's and now you want me to find a different job?!?! I have not even started my first shift at Sainsbury's yet.

All the financial, marketing, accounting type of jobs require me to have enough work experience which I do not have enough of so I am trying to get work experience by working at Sainsbury's! Of course, I do not plan to work there forever as that would be a waste of my degree, but I need to start somewhere if no-one wants to hire me.

I know my dad is trying to be helpful but he keeps ignoring the fact that all the companies I applied to REJECTED me due to work experience. So I am trying to build my work experience!

Roar roar roar!

Skin in my mouth?

Does anyone get a huge amount of skin peeling off in their mouth?
It is usually in the lining on all the inner lip and gums? I tend to have it every several months at a time which last for over 2weeks. I do not believe it has to do with me changing my toothpaste as I have been using Sensodyne for years now.

I have not had the routine skin peeling yet but it usually does tend to start during winter season.

Below is a picture of my skin from my mouth. Sometimes the skin in my mouth is very long; peeled from one side to the other side of my mouth.

Same old same old

Today, I went to volunteer for RSPCA as usual. I did mainly stock taking, putting up new stock, steaming and I stayed on the tills for longer today; due to the lady that is usually on it, left earlier than last week. I would have done more stuff during my time there but I was going way too fast for the supporting manageress to have any stuff for me to put out.

Hmm, hopefully Sainsbury's would be busy busy as I hate to waste time. But I do not mind using my time to help in any way for the customers :)

2nd Induction day

Second induction day at Sainsbury's was similar to first day. In the training room, where we learn more about Sainsbury's security, Think25 policy, pests, different replenishment tickets. We had a go at replenishment at Fresh department which is where I would be at. It was pretty cold especially with no gloves. I had customers coming up to me asking me where items where which I had no idea.

I got extra stuff with my uniform due to which department I shall be working at; includes knife (to cut boxes open not very sharp for obvious reasons), gloves and an extra jacket as it tends to get cold in the Fresh food department.

During the evening when I am back home, my "aunt and uncle" came to help look after my nephew whilst I was at the induction. Since my sister has to work from 4pm onwards, I would not be back from induction by that time as the induction took from 9-5pm.

1st Induction day

It is a whole day in this training room but with several activities where we had to get up to the front and back of the store.

It was about issues about Sainsbury's health and safety, history of Sainsbury's, products and layout of the store, serving customers and many more stuff. It was an alright day, just listening and meeting new colleagues who might not be in my department though since this day and tomorrow is mainly training.

We had to either bring our own food or buy it from the canteen or buy it from Sainsbury's store but keep receipt for proof to bringing it to the canteen to eat. I knowing it is me, I brought my own sandwich. It was so boring at lunchtime, everyone was bloody quiet! I kept trying to make conversations and everyone just gave me mainly one word answer. T_T, I do not know what to talk about roar!

It started about 10ish but we sort of was together at 9am but everyone was late. We ended at 5pm and I had to talk to the bus which took 1:30hours! But what do you expect during rush hour.

So I got my uniform to bring home whilst we were all leaving. Oh my gosh, I am part of a multi-corporation firm now!

My working hours are not bad, but I am also babysitting after work... bah! Not bad but tiring.

Fast Reply!

I got an email at 09:43 from Sainsbury's. "Following on from your recent interview, we are delighted to confirm that you have been successful in your application.". What? What does this mean...? I got the job?

So I rang the number about 11am, they asked me about a bunch of questions to confirm and details about my references. They also told me I have to do an induction days, which is... tomorrow and Wednesday! Fast I know! I just had an interview on Saturday and response already on Monday.

They told me I could wear casual wear no trainers nor jeans. So I shall be wearing my Burberry top and some black trousers.

Hmm, what time do I have to wake up to be there at 9am? Perhaps I shall wake up at 6am to be sure.

What should I do?

My sister who wants me to babysit her child for a while, so does my 3year studying goes to waste? She is probably going to make me look after him until he can walk and that is a long time away still.

So what should I do?

Part-time job with flexible hours? Be a full time babysitter?

I am pretty confused. I do not mind helping out my sister with babysitting but as a full-time job? So my studying of Accounting-Information Systems there is no point for it?

I hope I do get a job at Sainsbury's, as it is part-time but I could hopefully do over-time. As it could provide me many opportunities for me due to my situation for the time being. I would have to get up extra early but I would do that to work at any job.

Sucking on toes

Lately, my nephew has started to suck on his toes once he has a hold of them. Everytime he gets a nappy change, he would use that as an opportunity to go suck on his toes. Just today, he decided to lick all over his feet; the feet part where it can reach his tongue to.

Sainsbury's

Today, I had the interview for General Assistant at Sainsbury's.

I asked my dad to drive me on Thursday as I would not have the time to do a test run of how long it would take me to Sainsbury's on the bus; since I had to go to volunteer at RSPCA on Friday mornings. So yesterday night, I was hoping my sister would come back home straight away after closing up. But nope, it took her a while to come back; closes at 12midnight and usually takes 30minutes drive to home but it was 00:50 when she came back, because she had to also drive someone else home who lives in Pudsey.

So, it was 01:30 when I got the chance to leave my nephew with his mother.

The interview was to start at 9:30am, so I woke up at 7:00 to get prepared and make my usual egg sandwiches to eat for breakfast. 08:30 left home with my dad driving me there.
Hmm, 09:00 still got plenty of time before interview, so went shopping with my dad in Sainsbury's.
09:15, enough waiting time to go to the customer service desk to ask for interviewer. I was told to follow a security man since he was going to the staff canteen.
09:17, hmm sat at the canteen waiting for the interviewer (head of the department I applied for).
09:30, met with the interviewer and walked with her to a training room. Talking about what the job is, how many people in that department, discounts and schemes. She just asked me several questions about my previous employment and if I enjoyed it and also about what am I doing currently. I was going to ask her questions about "Training and Overtime" but she gave me all the answers before she asked if there were any questions.
09:50, I was asked to watch a dvd with an booklet which I had to write in. Dvd is split into 4sections; mainly about scenarios and numeracy. The interviewer said the dvd would run for about 30minutes.
10:25, finish answering the booklet therefore finish interview.

I decided to explore the mall where Sainsbury's was part of, the mall was not very exciting. I would prefer town to this mall.

What already?

I filled in an application online for Boots and Sainsburys on Monday evening. I thought "Oh, I would not get a reply until next week". Text message on Thursday 08:55 "Great News! Sainsbury's wants to interview you. (more details about reference code and number to ring). That is some fast response. Something is more surprising is, I called at 12 in the afternoon to make an appointment to be interviewed. "Your interview is only been held on Saturday" (Okay I thought). "On 31st October" (What?!! That is just this week?!?).

So yeah, I get 2 days to get ready for the interview BUT... I got to go to charity the next morning as committed to work there for a while.

So wish me luck in getting the job at Sainsbury's. Come by if I get a job... Hahaha! You would not know who I am!

Charity

I have recently started to volunteer at 2 charity shops; RSPCA and Help the Aged. After working there for a few weeks, I realised something, I would buy things from a charity store. I would even go there to buy all my clothes! I have not yet though due to having way enough clothes. But there are alot of decent clothes there, and it is not as if you are not going to wash the clothes.

At the charities store, I have been steaming so many clothes half of which I would not mind buying myself. So recently I have been in the charity shops searching for board books for my nephew to read. I got a "Here's a Happy PIG" board book for him, which would cost only 49p in the charity shop but the staff who working mainly full-time (not manageress) told me I could have the book for free! How cool is that! Well it is quite a small store not as busy as the other charity shop I am volunteering for.

So volunteer at a charity today to change your views about buying from there!

Just last week, there was a Juicy couture hangbag for only £35! But got sold last week when I was working there, telling them it is worth alot of money for a Juicy bag. The customer who bought it, was buying it for her daughter! Fashionable daughter or what!

He loves it so much

He is officially loving the play tunnel! You can hang your other toys there so he is loving it even more. He has not been on his belly in the play tunnel to look at all the different colours that much since he was moaning about it. Due to not experiencing on his belly on the play mat.

Recently, he has discovered his own feet. He constantly grabs his own feet whilst on the bed, baby bouncer and even whilst changing his nappy. He likes to play with his hands also but he discovered his own hands about a few days more.

Nappy Routine

Before every feed time, I always change his nappy. Whilst a bottle is warming up the formula, I go and change my nephew and when I come back for the fomula it usually perfect warmth. Sometimes I do change my nephew after a while after his feed depending if he cries to be changed. As I would not feel great with dirty nappy on me either.

There is a good guide with pictures of how this family changes their child's nappy click here. Only difference that I do compared to them is we use cotton wool with clean water to wipe his bottom not baby wipes. Also we use Sudocrem for his bottom and anywhere that is red when he is about to sleep.

3rd Injection

Aww, poor baby he had his 3rd injection which includes 3 doses of injection into his 2 thighs. This time, he was wide awake so he would be alert for it, ouch.

When we went to our GP for the injection, he was playing happily with the toys provided in the waiting room. We were called to go get the injection. Slowly undressing his trouser down to get to his thighs, still he was happy looking around the room. Suddenly a prick to his thighs, and a dose of scream came afterwards. He does not know what happened but all he knows is that it hurts. I tried to distract him with noises coming out of my mouth. But all he cares about is how much it hurts, so he screams with pain whilst we can only do is wait until all the pricks was over. After it was over, blood poured out onto his onesie but still he was crying for he did not know what happened to him. When the nurse picked him up, he was once again distracted so he forgets why he was crying for.

I was a bit unsure about what would happen when I give him a bath later today. So I gently stroked his 2 thighs but no screams at all came. Therefore I knew it would find to give him a bath in the evening.

Today, before the dreaded injection for the baby I went to the Charity shop to volunteer but I forgot that helping in RSPCA. I am not saying I hate animals as I hate cruelty to all living things but I am not fond of animals as scared of being scratched and bitten and all. Well I like the manager there so might as well do some volunteering there. All I mainly did was steam clothes, funny thing she said but was vital for people to know is they do not sell knickers! Eew gross, I wonder if anyone gave charity a fricking knickers!... I bet they have.

Rolley Polley

My nephew rolled over by himself for the first time yesterday! I taped it but it is not for non-relatives to see :P It was so good to see him roll over for the first time! So clever, I am hoping to teach him sign language to tell us what he wants/needs as sometimes it is difficult to know what he wants to do. I shall follow what this lady wrote which is ever so good and her child is so intelligent!

Comment to give me advice to teach to my nephew if you want.


Massage the baby daily, very good for babies. A health visitor recently came to our house to check up on my nephew and my sister, and ask us if we massaged him as he looks glossy cheeks. :3 My doing for the massaging my nephew's cheeks. I did not read up that it is good for the baby to massage them. I just wants to massage his adorable cute cheeks and every time I do it he just loves it with a big smile.

What's up with your hair?

Why do people like to put their hair parting so far to one side that it looks unnatural? Okay, to try put the hair parting to one side but not so far to the side that it looks as if you are wearing a wig!

Look at this hairstyle whilst I was on the internet browsing I can't remember what site but this looks so unnatural.



I just can't see how that would work in public of outside. It would look as if the wind had blown their hair like that.

Well, I just have to get use to the fact that people think that looks good. For me, that would just look too fake and forced the hair parting to be like that. Even though, I have got quite a big forehead, I would never consider to do a hair parting which is not comfortable for me.

Windows7 party pack!

We got ours recently. Did you?

Inside the package is: limited Signature Edition of Windows® 7 Ultimate 32 & 64-bit, one poster, one puzzle, one deck of playing cards, napkins and 10 tote bags all featuring one-of-a-kind Windows® 7 Desktop Designs. The tote bags are very pretty.

Can't wait to celebrate the Windows7 Party.

Nose cauterised

I just had this procedure done to me today.

At first, they put some local anesthetic on a cotton wool and stuffed in both of my nose hole.
I had to wait in the waiting room for about 3minutes to let the anesthetic do it's magic.
Then I was brought back to the doctors room, where he used some sort of stick onto my nose. From the looks on the internet research, I think it is probably silver nitrate. I felt some sort of stick scraping onto my nose cartilage.

After the procedure had been done, my gosh I could not sneezing! I sneezed about 5times within 1minutes in the doctors room afterwards.

I was told to use Naseptin Nasal cream daily on my nose to stop any infection to occur. It sure does smell quite bad.

Damn, ever since I had my nose done, my nose keeps on running with liquid snot.

Urm, not sure if the treatment has done well as at the moment, I have a freaking nosebleed already! I guess it takes time to heal though.

Well, I'll try to update you guys on how my nose is.

Looking after a baby

It is not as easy as it looks.

Next week, I am babysitting everyday for my sister as she is going to 100% own one of my dad's shop. It is going to be tough like hell. I know as I am already babysitting on certain days for almost a whole day and it takes a toll on the guardian/parent(s) looking after the child.

It is unpredictable what a baby need at certain times. Sometimes it is okay, since you know that the child might have not eaten in certain hours so it would be feeding time but other than that hard to know what the problem is.

I think the MAIN points which a baby might need is:
Feed
Sleep
Changing Nappy
Burping/Wind
Comfort/Playtime

There are probably more but my brain is not functioning 100% at the moment, but those points are about correct.

ALWAYS note down what time the baby eats! Luckily at home, we have a white board nailed on our door that we recently bought before my sister had her child. I would recommend anyone to buy some sort of whiteboard, as you can rub off the times about how much and time the baby feeds at.

Sometimes a baby wants to sit/lay on their own, we have a baby bouncer and my nephew likes to sometimes sit in there and not be picked up constantly.

If a baby cries and you have done most of the points, most likely to be WIND. It is hard to check for WIND as it sometimes takes a while for the child to be winded down. Sometimes it takes a good half an hour for them to burp. (NOTE! My nephew does not cry for over half an hour to be burped).

BE CAREFUL about breast feeding, as for a temporary babysitter, it is hard for my nephew to settle down for sleep at night without my sister's nipples now. For some reason, my nephew does not like his dummy.

I'll talk more about baby stuff about my nephew another time. Ciao!

Does this work?

I am trying to write a blog for simplicity on igoogle and I was just wondering if it worked. I shall add another post which I was going to rant about but I forgot to. Ciao bella!

Moo

My brother is going to Cambridge today to start his first year at Cambridge College. I shall not tell you what course he is doing as there's probably only a few Chinese people doing that course ha ha ha!

Yesterday was hectic for me, I sorted out all of my brother's stuff which he was going to bring to university. Hopefully I have not left anything out. I used this guide from thestudentroom.co.uk which helped dearly, Cheers!
But they forgot to add to bring SNACKS, ha ha! I added some snacks for my brother in his tupperware; I'm not too sure if he would kill me or not for not listening to him to not bring snacks for him to eat. Well, I added quite a few extras in my brother's luggages, boxes and bags which would hopefully help him.

Bah!

I have been neglecting my blog for a while as I could not be arsed to update issues that has occured in my life.

Well I am still unemployed. No-one wants me. Boo hoo hoo.
I have been trying to get some job seekers allowance for being unemployed.

My nephew is going stronger each day and learning so much so far. Yesterday, he said "b" phonics way for the first time. Usually it is "g" sounds. But I think it is because whilst playing with him I kept saying "Ahhh Boooo".

Gesh, Chinese people are annoying! Not racist as I am myself. But whilst talking to my parents just a minute ago. My nephew jolted whilst sleeping quite a few times, so my parents saying to give some chinese herbs or something to him. I said the jolting happens to everyone and research found out that it is not some medical condition. Then my parents bit my head off saying you do not understand chinese medicines.
I am thinking what did I do? I am not saying do not give him any, all I said was it is not some medical condition. My mum closed one door pretty loud so the baby jolted, so they think my nephew jolted by himself and not by sound.

My brother-in-law is getting pretty annoying. He jokes as though he is telling the truth about it. He does not laugh to let us know if he is joking or not. He leaves the toilet seat up, argh! He shouts at my sister saying that she does not care nor want the baby full at night; but oh wait it's okay, he apologises in the morning ..... ?!!!? That is not right! Get use to the sound of baby crying as that's going to happen if you have a baby! There is many more issues how annoying he is! Oh the most annoying issue he does is, when I pass my sister's room door where he is whilst going to my room and he always calls my name for no apparent reason! No point calling one's name if you got nothing to say, arse!

Epilator

I ordered the Braun Silk epil Xpressive from Amazon.co.uk on 4th and it was despatched on 7th and arrived today :D Fast or what.

I shall be showing pictures and putting videos of the scary noises it makes in this post.

The packaging is so pretty! So pretty pink! All pictures are not altered to show the true stuff in the box and how pretty pink it is. (Sorry I am not very much fond of pink except for this shade of pink! Put this pink and similar shade in orange and I will go ballistic with joy on the packaging!).
























































Ouch I know.

hey back again

Sorry was hiatus for abit, I was busy with looking after my sister and her baby.
Baby S was born on 16/06/2009 and weighed 6.4lbs. Very light indeed. Now 2weeks has gone, baby is much heavier. Oh, if you recognised the baby was born on the same day as my cousin. It was abit hectic around the house, much better now though.

I got a bloody stupid fucking third in my degree! I am happy I passed at least though. ... I think.

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I decided to buy an EPILATOR! Alot of people have said this is painful, well I can handle pain. Since the shaver broke and my sister's Chinese wedding was coming up I had to resort to dramastic measures; using tweezers to puke all of my armpit hairs! See see, that has to be more painful! But I have never shaved down at the bikini line before and I would want to, so first shave down there would be with an epilator.

I shall be getting Braun Silk-épil Xpressive 7781 Wet & Dry Rechargeable Body & Face Epilator from Amazon. Since I can get vouchers for free for doing shopandscan :D But I would need to shave soon as summer is here and it is been way too long since I shaved all over! So I shall be saving myself £20 with the vouchers. I am going to get this because Braun is well known for making quality epilators and it is not only for the body but for the face :D Yes, I know it shall be painful but I shall tolerate the pain as I am spending my own cash for this as my finished university present for myself and whoever else wants to use this.

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Eeew. Yesterday, about 9 in the morning, I was watching good old Gilmore Girls and suddenly I heard floorboards moving in my sister's room quite rapid and I was correct they were doing it with the baby in the room. So, I had to put the TV very high to avoid hearing the floorboards moving.

Quite surprising, that my sister already having sex when only 2weeks ago she had to push out their baby. I thought people would wait for at least 1months until the hole had healed up from any pain made from having a baby. But as long as she's okay to do it then it is her choice.

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I am back on flyff. Flyff has a coupling system now, I am going to try it out once I get both of my 2characters to level60 I wish I made one boy now T_T. None of my boy characters has ever made passed 30, until recently when I came back on.
I have several characters mostly females which are almost level60.
About level65 dex bp, level58ish battle-rm and elementor-mage, level50ish fs-rm (I am using this with my battle-rm whilst levelling at the moment). I have one character which is going to be a cookie-cutter bp build which is at the moment level 30ish. Level40ish I have a merc-knight-1v1 build, as blade is required to be rich whilst there is a guide on flyff community which does not require to be rich whilst levelling up an knight-1v1 build.

I have spent so much penyas on buying stuff to help level my characters and trying to awake them too. Some have been successful some not so good. I have a nice shield with about 500MP, found an Avalon Shield too at the Garbage monsters. I had one green item which gave a merc helmet sta-16! ugh! sold it to the npc, unlikely be sold off to others. Got an Gravity Knuckle awakened to have sta+12 and int+1 :D good to sell to aoe (but might keep it to try make an aoe character XD ).

Anyway, sleepy time reading Angels and Demons at the moment (not because of the film!). As my brother has a set of Dan Brown books and I have read Digital Fortress very good! Similar style of writing amongst the books I have read of his. I was going to read Da Vinci Code but my brother said better to read A&D first before DVC.

Good night.

Traditional Rules are crap!

Okay, not all traditions are crap, but some chinese traditions are very stupid based on reality of today life.

We were told for the first month given birth:

After given birth you are not allowed to take a shower or bath in just water.
(So you would be soaked with sweat and blood after birth after birth and stink very bad?).

Only allowed to bath in ginger water.
(Okay, to that belief).

Not allowed to wash hair during the first 2 weeks after given birth.
(Must have very greasy hairs for those who followed that rule).

Only wash hair in ginger water
(Eew).

Not allowed to go out of the house
(Okay, to that belief for the first weeks but not for a whole month! Must feel very isolated).

Drink chicken rice wine soup and red date and nothing else
(boring drinks to do all day long).

Eat only ginger fried rice and eggs soaked in something black coloured.
(boring foods to eat it every day).

Wear socks and plenty of clothes as might get cold
(Okay with this rule apart from what if it is boiling hot at summer's peak weather? Which my sister had to suffer with).

There are probably many more rules but I forgot.

It was pretty awful time to go through during this first month. My sister became depressed with all the rules and stuck in the house with my mum badgering on about rules, rules and yes, more rules. My grandma kept coming every day to make a fresh dose of chicken rice wine soup and red date drink for her; which made my sister life miserable as she had to drink it all each day. Sometimes the drink would be just too much for her to drink it all up within one day. Whilst she was depressed moment I had to look after my nephew as she was going to a phase of not wanting the baby and how it was ruining her life. The moment lasted for only a few days as I told my sister to get everything planned on what she wanted to do after this first month was over. I think she just wanted to say it out to someone, so I am glad I was there to help her through this first month of hell of hers.

If I was going to have a child, I would move away from my home town so I do not have to do all the full traditional issues which I did not think would benefit me at all in the future. So no-one would be there just breathing down my neck 24/7 about rules.

I would not tell you which rules my sister did not keep.

Michael Jackson

May you rest in peace Michael Jackson.

Who shall be always remembered.

Bottle feed

Since my sister did not have enough milk for my nephew to feel full, he kept crying for more. So we decided to go buy baby formula, Aptamil which was suppose to be similar to breast milk to a certain extent of not express directly from the breast.

We used a bottle we got free to try after we cleaned it several times and sterlised it too, it is called Breastflow bottle. Which is suppose to act like a breast nipple style bottle. Only trouble about this bottle style is the formula gets stuck between the 2 part teat. Other than that, I would recommend people to buy. There was at one point where you can get it for free, but now the offer had expired or over exceeded the amount of people wanting it.

My sister bought Avent Bottle Sterliser from tesco which you get some sterlising packets to sterlise the sterliser at time to time to keep it clean. You also get other items like bottles, pacifiers and stuff to clean the bottles with.

We borrowed my aunt's bottle warmer so we can make the formula in advance and put it in the fridge until my nephew wants a feed. DO NOT KEEP PREMADE FORMULAS FOR MORE THAN 24HOURS! We never keep it if it goes over 24hours but that has never happened yet as baby keeps drinking all the formulas so we have to make more. We are currently using Avent Bottle warmer. I know most stuff are Avent but only because of my aunt likes this company.

I'm an aunt

My sister had a healthy baby boy.

Not so long Time Capsule

Well this post is about my “Time capsule” that was not set up long but still has some dignity to call it a time capsule. It might not be that long when I set it up but I’m not that old!

The reason why I’m bring this up since I was writing about my braces and how I had all my 4teeth taken out like there is not tomorrow and was not even that painful. I remember after numbing my gum to take the teeth out, I was using my tongue and the rest of my teeth to play with my “dead” lips lol!

So here it is:

1.
I do not know who gave us this but I thought might as well use it.


2.
There is a fake sticker from China of Pokemon, Tweety and hello kitty sticker. Also, a sticker of “Steps” the pop band who sang “5678”! Romeo, Romeo … hm hmm hmm hmm hmm. Look up them, if you do not know who they are and what song I am on about


3.


4.
Yes, I had been to Skipton Castle many times, I remember I went with my old primary school; I hated that school so much. I did not have any friends at all, no-one would come up to the new girl “who looks like a boy” at all.


5.
Do not ask me why I kept a stone that I took from Skipton Castle, as I do not even know why either. It is a Rock and a Badge.


6.
Ugh, yes my retainer after I had braces. Do not worry; I cleaned it before I put it in there.


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8.
Some “aunty” gave it to me as they were going somewhere or something. I said when I got it, I am going to use it when the Year 9999! What the heck was I on when I said that! Well, I didn’t know at that time Year9999 would be a very, very long time.


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10.
Tickets to where I have been, yes that includes the famous building in Rome?


11.
Origami bird


12.
The famous Pez sweeties, where sweets come out of the Pez dispenser.

13.
Me when I was at a better primary school, I love my chin not as flabby as it is now.

14.
It had to do with something at our subject ICT at high school, boring.

15.
Bubblegum tissues, someone gave them to me for free and I did not even need it at that time, a friend that is. Not a stranger.


16.
It is a picture of the siblings in my family. I know, what the heck is up with the clothes! The order of siblings is: My sister, brother and me respectively. I know, what the heck am I wearing!?!
Yes, I know I got short hair. Well, I was bald when I was born!


17.
This is a pen pal letter I did with a friend from China, her aunt and uncle knows my family. I told her that I like Britney Spears in one letter so she laminated a newspaper cutting picture of Britney and sent it to me. She did not only write to me, she wrote to my sister as well.

We are still in contact with her, good friends and she recently just got married.
When I met her the first time ages ago, she was taller than me and recently (few years back) she is only about up to my shoulders! Shorty XD joking.


18.
Another pen pal letters from my primary school which I said was crap, as eventually I made a friend at that school. No, she did not come up to me to be friends.

This is what happened, she was a new classmate in our class, and I thought finally a new classmate must make friends with her otherwise no friends at this school boo hoo hoo.
So when playtime came, I went up to her and stolen her away so no-one can be friends with her! Well, I snatched her away from the rest of the classmates. I know, what the heck is up with me!
So we became best friends at that time, made some other friends when some girls wanted to talk to the new classmate eventually; but at first when they tried to talk to her on her first day at our school, I made her run with me to run away from them as I thought once they make friends with her, she would go with them and I am alone again.
So yeah, I was a crazy child. What do you expect from the middle child of the family.


19.
Yes, I am allowing you to read one of the letters from my primary school best friend.
I remember, I was at the top of my class in Maths, I would know the answers straight away. However my best friend was not as good as me at Maths so sometimes she would copy off me. But then I was bunked up to higher class, that teacher was mean Mrs Watson. But I liked her, probably because she made us work hard.


20.
Travel book on Zurich when I went there on holiday with my family


21.
Fuck no, I am not letting you read my future predictions on the World. As I go rambling on about my current life and how I am friends with certain people etc.


22.
A postcard from Liechtenstein from who though?


23.
Yes, a postcard from Me to ME!!!


24.
There are a bunch of photos and cuttings of cartoons that might die out when I get older.


25.
There are more cuttings of possible cartoon shows that die out when I get older.


26.
Sample perfume


27.
The remaining stuff in the toybox


28.
The pink square thing is a pillow for my dollies to see on. Actually, it was for one dolly named Mandy, she was always there for me until I got freaked out by the doll and disliked it at the end. I do not know where Mandy is anymore boo hoo hoo.


29.
Mwahaha! I have found the 4teeth that I was going to write about when I was writing about Braces. I will post those pictures in that blog post instead of this.

“Real teeth inside bware + aint lying”
So I was cautious when I opened it now. ARGH! Joking.


30.
Baby fresh wipes? No, there is no baby wipes for you to see.


31.
Tada!


32.
Hmm, five pounds.

“Phesh! I am so going to use this now, no point saving these!” my thought when I saw this.


33.
Oh wait, what?


34.
“They printed £5 note wrong because the ink could be rubbed off some of it. Limited edition!”

Damn.


33.
More stuff.


34.
Ooo, what is in here?


35.
A coin of converted 1p into a soldier coin? 2000 millennium coin.


36.
A banana flavoured chewing gum that someone bought me at high school, I think it was my other best friend at primary school. Pokemon token and a game board counter


37.
A paper drawn Royal Bank card, I do not know if the numbers on here means anything to me so I must keep that a secret and signed by my sister lol! There are coins from HK and China in this picture also.


38.
Pictures of me


39.
I had to take a closer picture of me wearing such a cute dress!


40.
The rest of the stuff in the toy box.


41.
So I can read this to myself once I look into the box in the future. No, you cannot read this either.


42.
More stuff


43.
More holiday tickets


44.
Good film not the best though


45.
This is a pre-made bag, all I had to do to make the bag was thread it lol!


46.
Ooo, what is this Disneyland


47.
Mor


And that is the end of my long post about my Time Capsule hope you are bored now.

Until next time. Ta ta.