You don't know my lifestyle

Whilst texting to one of my older cousin, I got so pissed off with what she texted me! I'll tell you after why so:

Me: u going2dat BBC event buffet on mon?aint going as going2b wit fam
Cousin: No dnt think i wil eitha
Me: it wud hav been gud to meet all thou.2bad aint going
Cousin: Cos of u.But also cos im get stressd bout my work as wel
Me: Tsk!Can't anyway goin2b with fam on mon
Cousin: Yeh but u dnt realy go anywer wiv them.But iv got too much wrk anyways

That's when I didn't reply back as got so offended with what she said at the last part: u dnt realy go anywer wiv them. Just because she sees her mum 24/7 almost, doesn't mean that I do see my parents same as her! I hardly see mine, only mondays after uni and the rest of the week- they are at home whilst I'm at uni, when I'm home they are at work.
So don't flipping say that to me you arse! That's what I so hate about her! She always don't think about other people's situation but for herself, selfish-*****! Thought she would have learnt not to be self-centered but I guess not! Only to her friends and not to her relatives/family. I wonder if she does act selfishly with her friends? As if she did, she wouldn't have friends would she?

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Argh! I got the second coursework from AI about Matlab! Ugh! It's about Tutorial of DCT etc, firstly I need to go through all my notes to understand the basic about DCT before doing the coursework. But this time we are able to work with someone, wow that's going to help much about Matlab... NOT!
Database was going ever so fast, that I couldn't write all that was on the slideshows, even though we could go on the website and print the slideshows, it's best for me to do it by writing it out to understand it more. Therefore I wouldn't fall asleep like I did mainly last year... la la la!

Accounting module wasn't that bad, even though there was so much information the lecturer was telling us, ugh! Good thing is that we went home earlier than 2hours of supposely of the lecture. But whilst walking to my bus stop, which was quite a long way away, I saw this girl who is in my lectures and I always say hi to but don't really talk to. I didn't know what to do, since should I go walk with her or just let her walk on her own. As I know I wanted to walk on my own, so I did... but it was a while before I was able to just walk pass her, since the pathway was packed full of people walking la de da.

I wonder, whilst I walk to my bus stop, do people think I walk fast? As I think I walk way faster than most people; who walk so slow that it would just stop time!

Whilst on the bus, I recognised a old high school student who did ICT Alevel, Business Studies with me in 6th form and was in some of my classes in high school. But I didn't sit next to him, as I didn't really know him at all. Only thing I knew really about him was his name, lol!

Hallow Hallow what do we have 'ere

Happy Halloweenio! Did you know there is so little kids coming to our house for trick-or-treating this year. There was only like less than 5knocks, sweet isn't it :) That means the kids have grown up or they think we aren't in XD Hahaha!
We got a box full of haribos supposely for the kids but no kids coming now so all for me and my brother mwahahaha! (Since my sister doesn't want any >.> more for me and my brother then ^-^"). I think I'm going to bring alot to uni tomorrow as got a 2hour lecture of business module ... poo.

Wah! What the eck! I have to pay interest rate on the student loans?!?!!! I might as well get overdraft from the bank! ARGH! *#^~! I have to pay an extra £66.14! Flipping 'eck! They charge too high! How am I going to pay for this!

Wah!

I so hate Matlab! If I have to do anything in Matlab outside of uni, I would leave the job! But I doubt any accountancy firm would use Matlab in their system lol! Now, that would be sweet if that happened but I would just leave the job!

Today, I went into uni at 9am to do this coursework about Matlab, that's how much I LOVE Matlab! Ha! If only that was true enough to be believable. I just made up some codes even though they don't even work in the way it's suppose to in the coursework sheet. But at least I tried, right? Hopefully I will get 40% above as I would have failed the module if I don't pass the coursework (aka 40% is the pass mark ^^).

Before handing it in, I just went to my lecture and decide to try abit more of Matlab after 2hour lecture of Management Accounting, it wasn't that bad, but boi so many example questions about Marginal Costing VS Absorption Costing method. But boi, me and my older cousin had great timing to see each other. Whilst walking to the labs as I was about to do more of the coursework, I was thinking "hmm, should I eat now? Or just starve abit longer until I go home?" Then I saw my cousin whilst walking, so after asking each other what are you doing just then, she asked me if I wanted to go eat with her. Of course, I said yes to that lol! We were discussing how it was great timing that we met each other, otherwise we would have had to eat on our own lol!

After doing abit more Matlab, I decided to cry and just give up on doing any more of the coursework. Met up with A and was about to give coursework in but A needed to use the girl's room. When I told her that I'll wait outside for her, she kept insisting that I had to go in, Argh! Why can't I wait outside? It smells in there... So A said she shall pee in the other toliets, but after a little more walking, that's when I needed to go so I went in the toliets in as well lol! But boi, I must have drank so much water or something to pee like over 1.5 minutes! Not actual timing but something like that, as I thought I was finished peeing but it kept going and going. Okay, this is nothing to be interest of but this is my life and that's how boring my life is, to be talking about pee pee!

A lied to me! She said she didn't hand in the coursework! So I kept saying to her to give anything in, but she said nah. So after telling her to give something for the coursework over 100times, that's when we split up for our buses. But during my journey home, A texted me saying that she did hand in her coursework before her lecture started... I know! What a big meany! That's what I have been texting her for the rest of the day ^^

How dumb am I?

If I'm going to uni during the weekend to do some coursework which I do not get at all, how dumb does one need to be, to be coming in during the weekends?
Well you have to be like me, as I don't understand how the eck you are suppose to do this AI coursework in MatLab... it's something similar to programming but it isn't in a way. It's got the coding type but different format D: How the eck?!?! I don't even understand any of it!

I'm dealing with 0s and 1s and I have to find a region of 0s and identify it and then make it change to 1s. Grr!

Stalker to be or not to be?

Do you feel like a stalker sometimes? But not literally on purpose. As it's happened to make it seem as though I am the stalker. I was like walking the same way as someone and I think they slowed down to see if I was an actual stalker but then if I was a stalker, aren't stalkers usually older than their victims?
Sometimes I think I get stalked on as they walk the same way all the way from the bus stop, so I power walk it quicker to get away.

This is a habit of mine, everytime I am about to come to my driveway to go into my house, I always have to look either end of the street to see if there are anyone suspicious. As once there was these kids and I didn't want them to know where I live so I had to walk for a while before they passed away from my street before I could go into my home. But as I say, better do it than be sorry.

One down and many more to go

Finished my OR coursework yesterday midnight about 1am, which isn't that bad, as I was mainly proof-reading it ^^ woot woot! Just printed it off at home instead of using the uni computers as I don't think we will have enough time to do that in and get some lecture notes from a different building which is about 5/10minutes walk away.

I felt so so so ill today even though I don't know why, but I think it's because of one of my top is quite tight so it cuts off my air circulation or something. I just couldn't be arsed today, I just wanted to go home and sleep. I think it could be because I didn't have enough sleep? But all today's lecture didn't go that bad, was feeling much better during the last lecture even though it was 2hours long lol!

Uneven Breasts

Uneven Breasts? Do people pass their teens have uneven breasts?

I've always had tiny boobs but now it's uneven, and has been for at least 3years, but just recently one breast has grown like double size of my other one. So if I wanted to wear a top which is fit on, it would look dead weird, but I never wear those tops so I'm happy.

My breasts aren't that big.. just like a tiny ones... abit like what 12year old breasts are like,lol! and I'm 20 too Hahaha! Not that I care about what size they are, as it's pointless to care about your breast, should be happy enough to live in this world and experience the millenium 2000 wohoo!

But too bad not one person now living would be old enough to see the next one that would be funny though.. a 1000year old person... well it would eventually happen since people can live pass 100years old already. But I don't want to live that long... but I bet I will get up to that age now, now I said it D: I mean, who wants to be that old?!? All you would be doing is stratching your arse and farting whilst losing your memories at a old home place.

I remember in 6th form, a fellow student had like big breasts however since she was wearing a fitted type of top, you could tell that one breast is bigger than the other one lol!

New Camera!

Sweet, I bagged myself a new camera from my parents. It's Canon digital IXUS 950 IS, which is 8pixels holy lord that's some very decent pictures I will be able to take of. The only crap thing about this camera is it's free memory card is very small, 32mb ... I shall get a 1gb or a 2gb for it instead of using the 32 one... eew. I think it cost just under £200 too, so lucky, lucky me :D

Career's Fair

Today, had to be one of the longest days even though I didn’t go into uni that long as like I usually do on Tuesday. After my first lecture ended ½ hour early, we went to a talk about “Life as an Accountant”, and Deloitte people were talking to us. How sweet is that! One of the big fours was talking to us guys lol!!! One really unusual information I found out is that you don’t need any work experience nor industrial placement to apply for Deloitte, however it’s probably a process of CVs and doing online tests … ugh! You need 220 UCAS points as well as first or 2:1 degree in any course. ( I doubt I will ever get a 2:1 in my degree haha!!!).

I spent like 2hours doing nothing, well looking at Grant Thornton website about what to ask them when I see them at 6pm at a talk. But still after a while of looking on the website for info, nothing I really need to ask them at all.

But instead of just wasting another hour before Grant Thornton presentation, me and my older cousin went to the gym to do extra FabAbs session as my cousin wants to do Aerocombat on Wednesday instead.

For some reason, this time round I wasn’t so tired after doing all the tense workout to make the fabby abs go bie bie. But whilst I was doing some of the workout, ugh nasty thing I saw when I glanced on the floor… it was some nasty piece of cut off toenail someone had left behind D: It made me want to puke! So I just closed my eyes during the rest of the workout.

Grant Thornton presentation was making me so sleepy, I almost dozed off whilst he was talking… crap, but I didn’t fall sleep though, I'm glad. After the presentation, we stayed behind to talk to the Accountants and whilst we were in the room. I saw some people gathering around this table and when I saw some people with something shiny I said out loud, “Oooh, sweety!!!”. But it turned out to be better than a sweety, it was a usb stick… but it wasn’t that big of a size (128mb only =S ). Also there was a Grant Thornton logo on a Parker Pens too. So I grabbed that too, there was only 2left and so my cousin and I got it. There was some other people came after us but they didn’t get the free Parker Pens mwahahaaaa!!!

I think this company requires graduates to do work experience >:S Also, they only recruit 6/7 people per branch.

After I came back home, whilst I was doing homework due tomorrow, my younger cousin kept bugging me by constantly coming into my room and messing my stuff up! Grrr, if I say leave me alone, that means leave me alone yo! Only time I got time for myself was after dinner, as she(my younger cousin) was bugging her parents instead. But my aunt got her books now, The ButterFly Book about phonics for my younger cousin and “Don’t go to Work on Mondays” book for my brother's xmas present. Guess what, she was going so totally to the price down to the last pennies. She should give me some profit for getting it online for her D: and giving her some discount on one of the books with my NUS Extra card tsk!

Got any tips for keeping kids out of my room apart from getting a lock for the door? I thought I might try to block the door with a chair, but they would try breaking down the door instead and that's no good.

Chicken Wings

Anyone for Chicken Wings?

There was an event that I went to with a society I joined, it's called "Chicken Wing Man Challenge". Now doesn't that sound interesting to go to? So me, my sister and my older cousin decided to go check it out, first time I have been out late-ish since uni started.

My lecture ended early today for some reason so didn't need to stay in uni doing zlich, so went home pretty early about 4.30ish, but I had to go again about since the event was at 7ish. The worst thing about being on this day is that I always wash my hair this day, so I practically rushed washing and hand-drying my hair quick style. I had to leave early since the bus only comes every half an hour or longer... >.<

Argh! The bus was late at the evening, it was suppose to come at 18:05 and it didn't come until 18:20! What the eck? That's called some bad service or what! I blame ya, First Metro Bus Company! Too bad, there isn't any other bus company that comes to the street where I catch the bus.

When finally meeting my older cousin and my sister in Borders, we went to the event at Sports bar. I saw so many chinese people in one area, so damn weird since it's not in China/ HK lol! Someone came up to me and said "Oh, I see you in my accounting lectures". I was like "Really? Oh didn't know". But didn't talk long since everyone was getting ready for the chicken wing challenge at one side of the table whilst the rest sat in smaller tables. Me, cousin and my sister did not enter the event, when I saw the chicken wings they were about to eat, boi so glad I didn't since it looked dead nasty! It looked as if the chicken was starved, looked like there was no meat on the wings or over cooked the meat until the meat disappeared, ugh!

Whilst sitting down to eat something else, we met this other person called Tina however everytime we tried making conversation with her she just gave one word answer. Man, pointless of coming to this event, I so wanted to meet more people but they were busy eating away.

So we decided to go since it was getting abit boring and late too, gladly the bus came on time whilst we went home.

Acting like a Real Student

What does a real student of university usually do? I have no idea, really even though I myself am one. But I think it depends on what type of person you are, I guess. As I know someone who doesn't really go to most of the lectures and keeps going to clubs at night yet he passed all his modules in uni. However unlike him, I stayed at home revising and playing on the kawaii mmorpg games and failed some of my modules. But I did really revise very hard.

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I finally can get my NUS Extra Card so I can get slightly cheaper Amazon UK books for uni, as boi, the books are expensive especially when you are skint already. But I think I remember that last year's NUS Extra Card allowed 10% off in Amazon UK in books but this year it's be reduced to 5%... :( poo. But at least, I use the nus extra for better value for McDonalds lol!

4hour break, instead of staying in uni with a 4hour break, I decided to go home for abit and I'm glad I so did that, as after the database module, I had a nosebleed D: so lucky me that I didn't have to stay at uni with this event happening ^^ Grr, annoying though D:

Curse of "Rabbit"

My friends said you are suppose to say "Rabbit" once or "Rabbit" 3times at the start of each month and it would give you good luck for the rest of the month. Weird superstition to think about, but at least you don't have to act crazy in order to believe it gives you good luck.

However, I don't think we had luck today especially to me and L. Well, I didn't say "Rabbit, Rabbit, Rabbit" as I didn't know until they told me at the beginning of the lecture. Perhaps, that's why the curse was against me.

1st Scenario
As during the lecture, a wasp hovered near me and L, so we shooed it away and away it went. Then soon again, the wasp was on my hair! Just on it, not moving when I brushed on my hair, Argh! I was like screaming in the lecture to scare it, it eventually went away from my hair and urm, disturbed the whole lecture :< . But not my fault the wasp liked my hair, I don't like it back! So I couldn't really concentrate during the rest of the lecture as I was scared of it coming back; I kept sweeping around my hair to make sure it wasn't there anymore :S , bad case of fear or what.

2nd Scenario
Whilst we were crossing the road, we had a different situation that happened. We didn't cross where the traffic lights are, we just before that area. So whilst we were crossing, L sorta went the other way and sorta power walked to come back to cross the non-traffic light area. So whilst crossing it, this dude in the lorry revved his car, and it scared L so she ran it across the road. The funniest thing about this situation was that he had a grin on his face looking back at us whilst driving off. D:

3rd Scenario
Whilst we were walking near the uni union, L fell because most probably her extremely high heels. At least, she wasn't injured too bad... just a case of embarrassment with a injured head banged against my leg :'(, which made her ear go funny as she said :S oops bad leg, for being strong.. :<

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Eew! Whilst walking home, I saw a stray dog D: I got ever so scared, I thought it was going to bite me or something. So I crossed the road as soon as it got like 5meters less near me. Didn't know stray dogs existed in my area ish? Well I wouldn't call it my area, as it's quite a distance from where my house is, about 15minutes walk away?

Finally my NUS Extra Card has arrived at uni union, so I can go get it tomorrow and buy books from Amazon!!!