Dream

Oh my gosh, I had such a weird dream. I dreamt that I had to sleep and wake up for 30times, and I actually woke up and went to sleep again to try to do it 30times! (I only did it twice then I realised that I dreaming and I did not have to do that).


Okay, you know my old friend A who would bug the hell out of me and try make me go into university whenever she wants to. Well, since I am not in any modules with her, she's become detached away from me. Since my other fellow colleague told me, A was texting him lately about how A is stressed about exams. As she has not texted me lately, just saying sorry did not text as busy... yes busy, she is.

L's 21st Birthday

Yes, my friend L's 21st birthday yesterday. I decided that it is good to once in a blue moon to go out with friends for a meal. So I did. Man, I do regret what I wore though, as what is everyone going to think when I go back to university on Tuesday. Okay, I should not think about what other's are thinking but I do to a certain extent. I just hope that on that day, I did not have some sweat patches; as that is what I hate to see.

That is the reason why I wear jackets over my tops, whilst I am at university or even sixth form, as I am frighten to see any sweat patches on me. Sweat patches seems dirty in my eyes. Even though, "everybody sweats no matter what, it is human to do that", yes I know but still it does seems rather disgusting.

So the meal was nice good to chat to university colleagues (since I do not really know some of the students doing the exact same course as me lol). I hate making choices in meals. I should be more decisive but not at the moment in life but soon.

E and me got L a sentimental type of necklace (locket necklace) for the 21st.

I felt that L's friend B had a small grudge on me for sitting next to the birthday girl whilst at the table; me and a bunch of university colleagues came before the birthday girl and B came. So we sat down first and did not mean to sit so near to the middle but sat next available seat on the table.

So anyway, I think B said something about she wanted to sit next to the birthday girl and wanted me to swap seats in a jokey but serious way. I did not understood what she said, so I wanted her to repeat what she said as my hearing is very poor even though I listen to music way lower than the rest of my friends do. Damn, I hate to make people have a grudge on me. I take things way too serious even for the stupid things, wah!

Anyway, happy 21st birthday to my dear friend L xxx

Grr

My titles of post are expressions but who cares.

Today I had to wait 4hours before I had my seminar but after 4hours it was cancelled as told the seminar lecturer that no-one was coming (which is true, they told me). Grr, annoyed about that but I got alot of revision/relearning done in that time. Well in the last 1/2hour I had got fed up about revising the same module :D

Courseworks

So far so good in my computing modules :D

For one module, I got 40/50 one coursework and the other 17/20 for 20% for that module
= 16% for that module so far. So I need marks of about 64marks in the exam to get 1st in that module :O

For my other computing module, I got 87/100 for 20% of the module so = 17% for that module so far. I need marks of about the same as first one.

Boo hoo that is going to be impossible for me to get that amount of marks in an exam!!!

Sigh ...

So dull without Sims1 on my computer. But then again, Sims is a stupid mindboggling game that I play even though it is pointless to play it as I am just roleplaying the characters when I can actually try to do something else with my life, like REVISE!!!!. Bah.


Oh my gosh! I am totally loving Lady Gaga's album! So original songs and different type of song beats! Okay, everyone else is into her songs too wah I'm joining the groupies (EEW!) No. I knew that I didn't like James Blunt when it was the phase of the song as I already heard one of his first songs before "Three Wise Men". Too bad they didn't just released that same music video for that song. It was creepy video theme but better than just flames.


I was told today how to write an essay. I am not allow to use aprostophy when writing now except referring to someone's things. I have to use the longer version of writing so I have to try get use to write it like this FOREVER!.


Whilst I was shopping with my friend E to find a present for my other friend L, I was talking to her about how I am skint out of cash. I told her about how I had to give up £10,000 of my money to buy a joint house with my siblings. She was shocked that I had even that much in the bank. Urm, how much do students usually have in their bank accounts? Or am I the one of the odd ones out? I had way more than that much in my bank but mainly due to student loans that I borrowed :3 Since my interest rate on the bank was way higher than the rate on the student loan so I got money out of student loan for my bank account so I had in one year £1100 worth of interest! Sweet, isn't it and pretty good for a student :D

Okay, I doubt I will get that when I get my annual interest on my bank account this year. Stupid economic crisis that we are in. I blame it all on HUMANS! Lol! Yes, I am blaming every single person that lives on Earth including me for not contributing even though I think I am skint out of money anyway!

But it does depend if the student lives away from their home or not and if they get the grant or not.

Best Mobile Phone Camera

Currently based on Gadget Show, after they tested the mobile phone cameras it seems that Nokia Slide 6500 is the best phone to take pictures with. That's a good thing as my parents got one each for themselves from their longterm existing contract phone for free. However, my dad doesn't use his, prefers his old phone Sony Ericsson W850i. So his free Nokia Slide 6500 phone is just dusting away in the corner.

No I don't need that one, I prefer mine Samsung C120 probably 2years old or so now and still working perfect :) I bought the phone in March2007 and still does all that it does nothing much but that's me, simple and dull lol!

Oops forgot

Forgot I had a blog but been dead busy with a load of courseworks and wedding photos and taking care of my sister.

Previously, I said that I had to try photoshop myself into the pictures well not yet and don't think I shall since I wasn't in many pictures so it would be hard to get the right colour and size of me into the photos. As I think I said I photoshopped my dad in my sister's english wedding and that didn't really work out well either.

Yeah, I had to take care of previously ill sister but now right as rain lol! And also she's getting bigger each day I see her lol! So to be Mommy and daddy chosen a name for their soon-to-be-son :D

I have been revising all this Easter holiday with only taking a 3 days off to relax into 2weeks so far into the holiday.

Sometimes, people would not talk to the siblings that are very close to you about stuff. Why? Well perhaps the sibling might not have experienced it? Or they feel embarassed to talk about it? There's no right moment to talk about it?

I know my sister and my mum would talk about whatever I ask them. Don't ask me why they are totally relaxed about talking about things to me. I don't think my sister would ask my mum things as I think my sister is tad scared of mum. I would never ask my dad things as he wouldn't know what to say. As for my brother, hmmm, he doesn't have the courage to tell me things (as most likely he's been up late at night looking at porn or something). Yes, nothing wrong with porn unless you go too extreme whilst having sex at first :O.

I was watching sexperienceuk on channel4 recently on television and something really surprised me, young teenagers look at porn? My sister told me she looked at porn at a young age well not as young as 11(as that's the youngest age according to the programme so far). But I never even considered about porn or felt anything like "horny" until 18 lol! Man, I'm feel so left out for not thinking about it lol! Whilst my fellow students at high school was watching porn, all I was watching only cartoons!!!! LMAO!!!

Okay enough chitchat got to shower as I smell and want to masturbate .... HAHAHA! Only kidding! (Dang, should have thought of writing this blog on April's Fools Day!).

Hey Update

Hey long time haven't been on here. Disappointed with my potential degree classification :'(

My sister had the Chinese wedding and it was okay. I'm glad I had something to do which was to take pictures with my dad's camera :) Otherwise it would be just eating eating and what else ... eating. I wish the wedding event was like a buffet type with RICE at the start. As I'm obsessed with eating rice with chinese food, force of habit I guess.

Pictures I took are pretty decent but still photoshop is required. My mum wants me to photoshop me into the picture since I was the main person taking the pictures. That's going to be troublesome. But interesting to see if I can. I wish I was a expert at photoshopping pictures :(. How does one become an expert at photoshop?

Past entry that I forgot the day I wrote this

Dirty Look
Somehow, apparently to my “friend” that I gave her a dirty look after my lecture today. I don't give people dirty looks as I would probably feel as though they are going to punch me after I give them the look. The only look I usually give is the “blank”, “forced smile/laugh” or a “dead” look otherwise, you are talking about the wrong person. This is the text message of how it went:

friend: Wt waz da dirty 4?
Me: What dirty?
Friend: End ov lec
Me: I didn't c u @ da end of lect.
Friend: Whateva!

Great conversation, isn't it. I'm not going to reply after she accuses me of something I didn't do. But sometimes I just wish I could just shout out to her what I think of her but I just don't have the guts to.

I think this was the time when we weren't talking to each other really much last year.

Never

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You know, I was just recently looking at video clips of people giving blow jobs and Ugh! I felt like throwing up after the cum part squirted out! It's okay, about doing the sex but Ugh! I wanted to throw up when the cum was squirting out! I just can't stand watching that bit! I literally throw up when that bit "cums" up (stupid joke I know hahaha!).

Hope I never have to give a blow job to anyone as I bet I would just throw up onto their penis ughhhhhhhhhhhh!



What the eck is up with women's vagina's? Is it suppose to be that flappy? Mine doesn't even have a flap but then again do you only get it once you have sex?
Just read it now, that it's normal to have vaginal flaps... eee! That looks quite eeky, but then again I'm still a "virgin!". Hope it doesn't create automatically after having sex as I don't want mine to look like flappy blinds of skin EEEEEEEE! It doesn't say that it does or doesn't create flaps after you have sex... hmm it does eeeeeeeeeeee! Okay, I'm like a little child who would end up being a virgin forever as I don't want to have flaps lol!!!!



Ugh! What would happen if you was having sex in the butt hole and all the sudden the partner's shit was coming out? eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww!