HTML,CSS,XHTML,Javascript ...

There's too much to learn in Internet Systems Technology module. I don't even know what half of what our lecturer said in the lectures.

I have been busy writing up codes for a fake university student club, and making it XHTML 1.0 Strict is so annoying but yet very organised coding. It took me ages to make my 3 htm pages XHTML 1.0 Strict with a validator on W3.org. Sometimes it would be the stupidest character to make it all much better; it took me 15minutes to find out that to make 5errors correct, all I had to do is put a dash(/) at my tag.

I wish I could more than one onmouseover javascript but that would mean I would have to put more codes in that I don't understand already. I used the onmouseover for my map which would circle the location on the map image. It's so good but I want to use another onmouseover to highlight some words. Ah, can't have it all, can I?

I am still not finished with my website and getting pretty late and I'm getting hungry. I would go eat but there's literally nothing in the house, that isn't dinner; leftovers, juice, lettuce, tofu, butter. Sigh.

Engaged

My sister told me the weirdest thing ever yesterday night. She's engaged to K. It wasn't that surprising since they have been going out for a while now about urm 2years less minor breakup and now they are working side by side together with my dad.
It just seems abit too fast though since she decided to quit her university course for K in mid-January and work full time. Her life could be written into a book since it's very exciting compared to most people.

Her fiancee was looking at rings with her on Valentine's day, the ring he wants is £1700 or so. My sister is so silly sometimes, she wants to use her own money to do the whole sha-bang of wedding, rings and house etc. She doesn't want to use my parent's money either. You'll rather borrow parent's money rather loan the money from the bank since interest rates are dear. But the only problem with the wedding I think is that she's going to be losing weight unhealthy way like before.

But I will like to say Congratulations to my sister for she is now engaged.

Menopause

Finished yet?

Is this good or bad? No, not me stopping my menstrual cycle yet but my mum is soon. Would this mean my parents would have more active sex life without a worry of getting pregnant whilst no-one is awake or in the house? I wonder if my mum is thinking about this or not, or even my dad.

Recently, my mum had to wake up extra early to go for her appointment to check her "area" every 2weeks, how annoying. When I get that age, I will be jumping for joy for no more pads for me. But until then, constant checking since my cycle doesn't start at a fixed date. Sigh. I wish my breast would stop feeling so bruised and just finish growing, but I doubt it would stop any time soon.

The only problem with menopause with some people is that they would think they feel old now they can't have babies. But who wants babies when they are many up for adoptions and why want the pain of pushing the babie out? I wonder if a woman who has stopped their cycle can get pregnant with someone else's sperms and ovaries? Abit like Phoebe from FRIENDS.

So rock on with Menopause!


Oh Happy Val Day to all who are sucked into the commercial sickness. You should have seen how many people in town who were carrying flowers, I just thought you sick b****** who just to get laid.

This is the simple pattern I used for the female's dress.

CNY

Happy Belated Chinese New Year to all that celebrate it!

I could have blogged this earlier but my family doesn't celebrate CNY on the day of 7th February since they have to work. So we celebrate it usually on Mondays since all relatives don't work on that day too.

It was a pleasant day I guess. I had lectures all morning: 2 x 2hours lectures, awful isn't it? But I'm glad to do it earlier the week since I get too tired by Friday like all students.

But when everyone came home from going out to Manchester and work experience placement. I asked my brother how was work experience at LGI, he goes: "okay". Okay, what did you do? "Standing all day". Did you look at the doctors do their job? "can't say.". I was thinking What?!!!? I can't believe he wouldn't tell me whatever he's doing at LGI, apparently he said "I can't say".
OMGosh, it's not like I'm going to take over the world if he did look over the doctors etc, I'm trying to become an Accountant not some evil mastermind! If I was, I would not choose a course like Accounting, I would have chosen Physics or Mechanics or Engineering since then I could use those skills to help the evil plots hahaha!

We went out to eat about 7ish at Lucky Dragon Restaurant. I wasn't really loving the food at all, too much of the same flavour. There was 3 meals which had a weird taste in all the 3 dishes and I didn't like it much. The worst was probably when the flipping waiter spilled the food juice on my new coat, grr! They don't even apologise to the actual person who it has effected. So angry! I had to wash it asap when I got home since I had lectures next at 11.

I would only give it 2.5 stars out of 5. As it was okay atmosphere this time round I went but boi, there was this couple of caucasian staring at us whilst we munch on our food, we are not animals for you to stare at.

Pink Girl

Nasty very quick picture of a girl with bandages on her breasts. I think it would have been better to not have the bandage but just her hair covering them instead.

Alone

I feel like I want to be alone lately.
I put on a fake smile at uni, but yet inside it's just sad.
I think I'm drowning in the sorrow within me.
I don't know how to get out of it.
Perhaps if I do all my notes by this weekend, I can get out.
I don't even want to reply to any messages on my mobile as I want to be left alone.
Forever perhaps.

I hope I can leave this pool of sorrow by this weekend.

Depressed

Lately, I have been feeling very depressed because I don't think I am talking to my friend,A who use to text alot to me; it's not as if I'm a real friend to her, she uses me when no-one else is around and I think I do it back to her but I ain't sure if it's true in my situation. I just found out that my life is totally dull, so I have to spice it up with volunteers and activities and need work experience at accountancy firms.

I found out my results on Tuesday, my friend,A said that she will be waiting for me to get the results together. However, she did not tell me this, so I got my results early since I got into university half an hour earlier before my lecture started. If you involve someone, TELL them. Don't just say "oh I told someone else but not you that we are getting results together". How the eck would they know UNLESS you tell them also!

My results are disappointing, even though it was predicted by myself that I did crap in it. But the worst is that I didn't want to tell people my results including my friend but just did as she was bugging me. I got 56% in Database, 45 in Linear Programming and 65% in Image Processing, Audio and Speech. I hope I will get higher in next exams I have in Summer since I do not like the 45% and it's counting towards my degree.

Coursework is depressing me too. Too hard and too much based on programming which I totally forgot about.

And just about half an hour ago, kids were playing on our lawn next to the car. I don't care for the lawn but I do care for the car. So yea, very depressed in my life at the moment.

Remember

Does the stages in your life inter-link together?

Since university started, I have found some people in my course who act similar to the people I knew in high school. I wonder if my friends found someone like me in their university. I hope they don't forget me in their life as I will never forget them, even though there is nothing that my friends could remember me by. The only thing I can think that my friends will only remember me by is either my big forehead, my phrase: “Gross!” or “Eew!” and that's it.

All my friends are kind so don't need to repeat that throughout.
Actually, I don't know what I will remember my friends by...
Friend-1 she's crazy in the head and acts out bravely.

Friend-2 he acts gay but isn't, has a fetish of wanting a girlfriend ever since I knew him.

Friend-3 he is not a good friend but only one who acts very gay and some day will probably become one even if he doesn't think so.

Friend-4 she bitches about others but willing to listen and keep secrets depending on who it is.

Friend-5 I had always admired her, because she's talkative to make friends but I don't ever want to be her anymore. She is stupid to be going out with someone who she met on the internet at the age of 17 and not go with a friend on the first time meeting him. She doesn't keep one's promise.

Friend-6 she's kind to me and she's crazy in a good way. I will never forget her, we always mess around in English lessons but get down to it when need to.

Friend-7 she is a kind person and into Bollywood movies. She had a “stalker” in sixth form. I knew it from the start about the stalker but no-one believed me.

Friend-8 she isn't really my friend, she's more of wanting to get into the problems of people and be in with all the problems that occurs. I think the main thing I will remember her is because she smells really bad (I know that's bad to remember her by).

Friend-9 she use to be my best friend, we would just do everything together; join orchestra, after-school activities. But now we aren't so close but we still speak on msn messenger.

Friend-10 I forgot about this one until I looked at my past pictures. I don't think I will remember her since I didn't really get to know her, we didn't do any subjects together in sixth form.

Friend-11 Aww I haven't seen her so long that I forgot about this friend. I only knew her really for one year. She was so good, we talked for ages about anything and boi I so miss her talks and her laughs about dum things.

I am not against gays, my dude friends just all acted like a girl? Okay, not all gays act all girly but some do and my friends do.

Frustration

Argh! How many times do I have to tell one before they listen to what I have to say? I told my friend so many times that I do NOT look around to see who's around me. I am more of those if my friends are there with me - okay and if not - okay. I don't care for my friends to be in the lecture with me or not. It's not like you talk to them during the lecture nor in a seminar.

My friend told me that I passed her whilst going into lecture hall and assumed that I was ignoring her. So still I had to keep telling her I do NOT look around! My cousin totally understands that, as she always sees me but I don't notice her until she calls me or pats me.

I would not even notice the Queen if I walked pass her. Unless she decides to pat me and even if so, I doubt I will even recognise her. As she would just look like any other senior person to me. It must be crap to not recognise the Queen of England but what can I say, I really doubt I will ever see her in person in my life, so why would I need to know what she looks like. I know some news about her, that's good enough for me.

Addiction

Lately, ever since my sister drew a picture for me on my Facebook profile on the Graffiti application, I have become addicted to it. It's a bad addiction since I would takes ages to draw just one picture or draw several pictures in one day and that would take up most of my day. Therefore my day would be gone to waste.

All my pictures that I have done is not specific type of drawing. There are realistic, cartoon, anime, dots and etc.

Here are some of the graffiti pictures that I have done (aka which I liked out of the bunch).

My cousin said it looks like a troll =.=*


This clown probably took the longest time to do out of these pictures


That is not my name.





This cat was done today lol!