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Ah crap. My sister recieved a call from her husband;s sister asking if I flipping have a boyfriend bah! I do not want a boyfriend yet! I haven't even got myself a job which I want. So hilarious that it happened. But seriously no-one would want to go out with me, I am introvert lol! Really, anti-social person! I am the laziest git you'll ever meet in socialising! I hate spending my money, like things free, feel the need to return stuff to equivalent cost if you give me anything! Even if you give me a freaking sweet! I would probably give you a sweet back or give you money of pennies for the sweet.

Wow

My mum just went up to me to give me a sweet and said "You're ugly". Wow, what a great mum. Thanks for the compliment! I know in general I am not all girly nor look much of a girl but do not bring me down further than I am feeling already.

During my childhood, I was always told that I looked like a boy and I am a boy. Wow, life just treated me like dirt throughout my childhood which haunted me and still it haunts me now.

I do not think I shall ever be a girl, I would always be a boy to some.

Just finished working at Sainsburys, learning to code check. Whoever replenish the products of the fresh department does a pretty bad job of rotation. It took me bloody long to look through the products for long life code checking because of bad, bad, bad rotation.

Nephew is now sleeping so I am just having a go on the computer, playing on facebook lol!

8months

My nephew is 8 months today. Just 4 more months until he is 1 years old. Learning to crawl recently, too attached to me and his mother; basically I replace the father lol!

Busy Bee

I am going to get 4 more hours at work due to probably taking over for someone who is going to have maternity leave. So the hours work perfectly for my sister at work since I end at four and she works at five.

I have been doing driving lessons and just a couple more lessons left before I can do the test. If you leave in West Yorkshire I can recommemd a great driving instructor but best to block book the lessons as cheaper overall.

I have been playing on facebook applicaions such as Cafe World, Farmville, Restaurant City, Country Story and Zoo World. Ha ha ha! Only when my nephew is asleep I can play as very active at the moment.

I shall just post on here random comments similar to twitter but just not on twitter if you get what I mean.

Hi Hi

Do you know who says that? It's the piplings on Waybuloo on CBeebies that says that. My nephew has just recently reached his 6month and loves watching this show. He is always smiling at this show and does not take his eyes off it at once; well only when he see the cheebies, he is not that interested in it. I think he only prefers the piplings and not the cheebies at all lol! Well only updating abit since he is watching it now whilst I go make a cup of tea :)
Ciao

Gross

Why does my sister always have sex at my home? The walls are so thin and the floor is very weak so you can hear every movements! argh! Gross. gross, gross! Told her to not do that at this house but at their shop instead in their own room! I'll rather look after their kid longer if they do not do that in a house where everyone lives in!

Oh well

I was going to draw a picture every day as an Advent Drawing Christmas thing but did not go to plan as I do not have the time nor the energy whilst looking after my nephew.

My brother is already back from university for the holidays so I am not always on the computer anymore. I am forced to use his laptop which has no files of mine and he does not tell me the password so I have to keep asking to type his password for his laptop everyday.

My nephew is now 6months, he has recently got more stable whilst sitting up and always rolling over onto his front whilst sleeping. He does not really like my brother to feed or to make him fall asleep. He always cries, but is alright when it is playtime with my brother.

I have to work overtime at Sainsburys due to Christmas time season. I have to work from 7am til 3pm to help look after my nephew at the evening. Man, I am going to be dead tired but at least I can sleep in on Christmas Eve; when I do not have to work on.

I am also told to get some gifts for a raffle for Christmas day. So I have bought one item so far; a photo frame (£1.59) and so many more to buy.

Advent Calendar Drawing 1/12

Ooops

I have just been busy almost everyday if it is not working, it is charity, it is also driving lessons, and also looking after my nephew.

Only day I truly have a day off is Saturday even though I am still looking after my nephew which I do not think it is that hard so far. Probably because I am use to looking after him.

First day working at Sainsburys was abit off putting due to one of the workers. He kept saying oh it was so bad working there, oh the department manager is racist and oh this is his part-time job where he works elsewhere too. I DO NOT CARE! He just kept going on and on about stuff which made my day even worst. Lucky enough I did not have to spend most of my time talking to him. At the last hour of the day I was literally on my own, all the workers had left since they only had a shift until 6pm and me at 7pm. So no-one told me how to push the trolleys that you carry milk on away. So I struggled quite bad. I wish we could have music on when there are no customers about. So I was just listening to music in my head whilst it was deserted.

The second and third day was much better since I did not have to stay there until it was deserted as well as the colleague that just talked crap about the job was not there. I tried to work as fast as I could to do all the cheese stock but I still left about 4boxes which I could have checked but I had to go due to looking after my nephew.

Every Tuesday from now on, I have to stay at my sister's takeaway with my nephew since I end at 4pm which would take too long to drive home and back to work for my sister. It was so annoying and boring since my sister could have driven me and my nephew back home at 7pm as it was quiet hour time, my sister's husband said no, it might get busy. Did it get busy? No. So I had to stay there bored out of my mind until 10pm! Whilst we were about to leave my sister's husband said to my sister, "come back soon!". So when my sister dropped me and my nephew off, and went back to work. My sister's husband rang to tell me that my sister did not have to go back to work that day since it is closing time almost. ROAR! WTF! That is so stupid! Could have rang earlier! Noooo, you had to tell my sister to come back soon back to work!

I am pretty pissed off at my sister's husband! He does the dumbest things and annoys me to hell! I thought "brother-in-law"s was suppose to be alright but not annoying! He is probably 10 times more annoying than my brother! My brother is not that bad but I had to have some reference to show how bad.

At the moment, my sister's husband stays at the takeaway above to make to easier to set up the food the next day. So, my sister's husband needed to go to town to get something signed, but my sister cannot drive him as she needs to look after her baby whilst I go to charity. He complained to my sister about "why did I need to go to the Charity?". What this heck? So I have to make MY LIFE to revolves around him! I think not!

I would like to try to work full-time at a job which I want to do with my career but because I am basically a full-time nanny, I can't. So I shall just keep on going with my charity volunteers, part-time job, and driving lessons until the time is better where my sister can look after my nephew at work.

Oh, my aunt (my mum's sister) is pregnant but at the early stages so just have to wait :) So my aunt's future baby would be an aunt/uncle to my nephew hahaha!