Hey?

Grrr, I am not happy. I'm frustrated with A again!

I didn't see her yesterday since I didn't have to go to university today since my lecture was cancelled. So when I came in today, waiting for lecture to start, saw L and E so talk to them. When I saw A walk into the lecture room, I said out loud "Hey A!". You would not believe what she did next. No, she didn't just ignore me and walked in, it was worse. She says "Hey." and walks in. There's no point of me saying hey if it means go away from me. E thought that was weird too. Tsk! Gesh, a talk on Wednesday goes down a treat, doesn't it?

Earthquake part2

It was unreal that an earthquake happened. L thought the shaking was her bf was farting, lol! One friend, didn't even notice the fact there was an earthquake.

After my lecture, I went to the labs and saw A; didn't know what to do but thought since we are in the same room, just sit next to her. We just our own work, then we went together for lunch and we talked about what the 'eck has happened for several weeks about our situation. She blames me that I was the one ignoring her, and I was blaming her for the same reason. She thought I always ignore her when I don't see her whilst I walk. I don't know how many times I have to tell her that I don't look around as it's creepy. So I told her that I will try to look around if she promises to just come to me if she sees me instead of assuming that I'm ignoring her.

Earthquake

I just felt earthquake in UK where I live, quite scary. At first, I thought it was my sister moving the floor and when it had the aftershock, that was more rapid and thought it's abit crazy for my sister to tidy up so rough. Lol! After I thought a second longer, I was thinking perhaps it's the wind blowing so hard that it's making the house move; But thought that must mean our house is unstable eep.

My dad came out of the bathroom without flushing the toliet after the earthquake incident and boi, it stank bad. My sister thought it was me and my dad moving around and jumping on the floorboards. My mum didn't feel it, well wouldn't surprise me since she was driving home and you wouldn't really feel the earthquake.

Unreal

I had to get the bus at 7.30 but surprising me, I got into town by 8am and if I take a bus at 7.45 I would get to town by 8.30am, weird.

Today's lectures were all good, but I am getting confused with A. I went to lecture to do notes for a module and was leaving for my lecture at 4pm, when A texted me saying she got me the notes. Are we friends then? Or not? I was trying to act normal but I was abit unsure with her and her attitude.

It was good today at home, we had so many people to just hang out at home. The only trouble was that the kids kept coming into my room whilst I was trying to do my other coursework, grr. So I made a deal with them that if they stay downstairs until after dinner, I would make stars with them and such. What a reasonable kids, they agreed. Of course, I kept with my promise. But the stars looked horrible out of paper, so I just showed them other stuff.

Coursework

Man, I practically did my coursework for my module, Internet Systems Technologies all weekend. It was very difficult to make a website from scratch; since I forgot how I did my coursework website in my 1st year. I had to base it on a University club/society. I didn’t really know what to do it about, at first I did it about fruits since I do love them so but haven’t really eaten them lately. But I decided to base my coursework theme on the society I joined this year, British Born Chinese Society. The main part of the coursework was to do a validation code for the form, for the potential member had to fill in. That was hard but in luck for me, I sort of cheated; as I used someone else’s code that they had up on their website coursework ^_^”. But we weren’t taught about making our own validation code only the very basic of regular expression.

I do like how my website turned out since when the user doesn’t know what to type in the form, they just roll their mouse pointer on certain characters and some word examples would appear.

I have to wake up extra early tomorrow to give in this coursework since I got a lecture at 9am too.

Ignoring me still?

Friend A is still ignoring me when she clearly saw me before the lecture today. What the eck? She says hi to me yesterday and yet still clearly still ignores me the next morning. That's just wrong. It was okay today, just had one lecture as one lecture is based on Python workshop in the labs, yack.

Betrayed

My sister found out that her potential future husband is liar and might be just using her. As he isn't legally suppose to live here in this country as he was declined to be an asylum seeker. So lately, all his friends and workers were taken back to their country as they also aren't legally suppose to be in UK. So he could be sent back to his country, so the only way he could stay here is to marry my sister.

But he didn't tell my sister that he is illegally staying in UK. My sister asked him, could he go abroad and he said "Yes". His sister lied to aunt who knows my mum about if he is legally allow to stay in UK, to introduce my sister to him.

So what an arse! I would so dump him. As I would not want a husband, who doesn't tell the truth! My sister only knew that he lied from my parents, so the potential husband doesn't tell her but tell to my parents first. Now that is not a good sign of relationship at all!

My parents are totally open with each other and they got married 2months after meeting each other. Don't worry, it's still very strong and perfect match in heaven. I hope I have a great relationship like my parents.

"I don't know why."

In the morning of today before arriving at uni, A texted me saying "morning", "how are you", "its snowin here" and of course I texted her back.

Before the lecture started, I was waiting outside the lecture room with E. A comes along and we say Hi to each other. But when it was almost time to go in, A just went off to the lecture room by herself. I was thinking, "Wow what a friend to not go with other friends to the lecture! Especially when she texted me just this morning like all is well!". E noticed too. E asked me why me and A don't sit next to each other anymore, and basically told her the truth, "I don't know why.".

I did nothing but just a miss a couple of useless forward text messages and didn't reply to them. When I texted her saying: "Soz, didn't text you back. Been busy doing cwk" and she goes: "dont remember txting u, neway its kool". What? How the eck do you not know when you text someone? Or is that a sign for me to leave her alone?

Good day minus minor problem

Whilst I was waiting for lecture to start, A comes into the front of the lecture to get notes. I know she saw me and I saw her but not in the eye. I thought she was try become friends again by sitting next to me, but instead she just went out of the lecture and sat elsewhere. I think I know what type of friendship this is: None. So there's no point trying to talk to her ever again.

After lecture, A was going the direction I was going but I didn't want to pass her but I knew I had to. So I just talked to her about coursework and I just left her for my workshop class. She didn't even try make any conversation with me, so why shall I do it next time. I don't get her, I don't even like using my phone to text people. I am more of internet, email/ messenger based. I don't want to waste my money on phone when I have internet for free at university and fixed rate at home.

It was good at my workshop class, I talked out for the first time in front of all my peers. Even though I don't even know the full answer; I only knew the figure but not why it is that figure, hahaha! After that, my friends E and L decide to get stir-fry for lunch and it was a queue to get there and out since it was the busy hour of 1pm at the canteen. We had to rush to eat and then we had to go to our next seminar. I could smell the strong scent of their food during the seminar.

After our last lecture at 4pm which lasted for 1.25hours which isn't that bad, since it's usually for 2hours. I didn't do anything after I got home, all I did was watch television. I watched about the girl with extra 4limbs. I was thinking, "Man, her mother must have been in pain whilst giving birth to them both. She must be thinking whilst pushing them out, "How fucking long is this baby?! It's non-stop pushing out!"."

I also watched "Find Me the face" on BBC Three, it was good how they would go on the street to find themselves mummy look.

Friendship?

Today, it wasn't that bad for me. Even if it is 9'o clock lecture for 2hours straight.
After my lectures with L and E, I had 2hours to stay in university for my final lecture for the day. So I went to the labs to do my coursework, I saw A but I didn't know what to do. So I pretended that I didn't see her, since she's been distant with me lately.

Okay, so what if I don't text her first during the weekend, anyway why do I have to text her first? Anyway, I was so busy with my coursework that I left my phone in the bag the entire weekend except on Sunday night when I had to charge it for Monday.

After my last lecture for today, A goes up to me, "Thought you were going to be late." and puts the lecture notes in front of me and went; I didn't know what to do, I said thanks but then she just went. She didn't even wait for me, so what type of friendship is this? One where we text each other but not talk in person?

When I was walking home, I saw A walking the route that I usually go on, which kind of confused me. Since she never goes this way ever, so I just decide to avoid her moodiness by crossing the road, opposite from where she was walking. I didn't see her after I crossed the road, incase of a moment of she sees me and I see at her across the road.

I am so pleased with myself by doing some homework which I did know how to do for abit, it's a rare occasion to happen for me.