Update on life

Ever since leaving my job at Sainsburys in November, I have been trying to find a potential job which suits to what I want to do in the future. But unfortunately, unlucky me I didn't get any interviews and got loads of rejections from job applications.

So now, last week I started work experience for an accountancy firm for 4days a week. Which I would advice all people who want to have a career in particular job style, to have experience at a SMALL firm! As larger firms would be picky and have to go through all those letter requirements and sign forms etc.

Bah

I know I have not updated anything that I thought I would, but I can tell you that the sleep separation routine of my nephew is definitely working as now I can nearly walk away and go into my room to go on the computer :). Once I'm at the door, I leave the door open but close the hall light and open another light in a different room to make sure that my nephew can see some light. But remember, I still sat on the floor at the door!

I am passed the hallway into my room with the sitting down whilst my nephew is in his cot.

Guess what I am dreading though, if I have to do the same thing when he starts to sleep in a big boys BED! I hope he would be brave enough and not come out of his bed when he gets older during bedtime.

Benzoyl peroxide Oxy10

Nah, didn't use that much of this product as it irritated my face too much that I got really angry frustrated with the dryness of my skin. So be careful if you are using this product as it would probably remove the acne but at a pain to bare with for a few days plus!

Fricking sweet!

I have found out a way to remove my fricking annoying spots! How? By using Benzoyl peroxide Oxy10.

I shall keep you with update how it's going and how it looks everyday, now I am just testing the produce on my neck to see if any abnormal reaction occurs. So far none and it's been a day.

Sleep Separation day 1

I did his normal routine of bath time, reading a book, a hug and telling him goodnight. I also made a bottle of warm water for him to drink for if he needs to drink after crying and screaming.

8:50 into bed, drinking his bottle.

8:57 crying begins. He kept crawling up on his cot peering to see me and he also sat back down trying to reach me through the cot. He kept rubbing his feet on his mattress whilst crying.

9:17 He went for his bottle of water and then continues crying. He tries in between this time to lay down the mattress twice.

9:20 He stopped crying and just sits there looking around and lays down couple of times on his bed in either side of his cot. Tries to lay down and drink his bottle but fails a couple of times but eventually he figures it out. He just lays on the cot looking around and lifting his feet in the air.

9:30 He stands up one more time and accidentally drops his bottle on the floor, so he gets back down into his cot and lays down on his front, but he didn't feel comfortable so he adjust his duvet slightly and lays back down. Eventually he closes his eyes.

9:35 fast asleep.

I sat close enough next to the cot but not close enough for him to touch me, which almost happened. Man, I wonder how long this would take and how fast he would know. Or would he not like me so much tomorrow.

Stupid!

I see someone updating their status at that time so I decided to message her to see how she is and what she has been up to as I have not spoken to her since high school, so what does she do? Nothing! No reply nor anything, oh but wait she still replies to her status. Just plain stupid!

Put baby to sleep on their own.

Everytime my nephew was tired, all we did was use the Rocking Bouncer chair until he was 6months then he did not like the bouncer after 6months old. So we had to carry him, rocking him to sleep.

When he was about 4months, I introduced a bedtime routine but I stopped due to my sister getting home at 1am and my nephew would have had enough sleep from 7pm, as he wanted to play with his mother when she gets home. There was no sleeping arrangements of where he took his nap.

Now, he is 10months we thought it was time for him to Sleep on his own. About 2weeks ago, I introduced a routine of his day which he has stuck to it perfectly.

0800 Baby wakes up.
0830 Baby breakfast.
1200 Nap time.
1300 Wake baby up from nap time.
1330 Baby lunch (Only because we eat at that time for lunch too).
1530 Nap time.
1730 Wake baby up from nap time.
1800 Baby dinner.
1945 Baby snack of fruit.
2030 Bath time, story time, then bedtime.
2230 Make baby feed for him to drink whilst he's asleep in cot.

Bed time would be about 9pm.

We still rock him to sleep but at the same room as his cot is at.

I am going to introduce him to sleep on his own this following Tuesday beginning with his bedtime. Then the following day, for his nap time as well as bedtime.

Since we have been rocking him to sleep, we decided to make my nephew less distressful during sleeping time, we shall stay in the room next to his cot and gradually move closer to the door away from his cot. It's going to be tiring for me, as I am the only one at home looking after him whilst his parents are at work, bah.

I will keep posting on how each day is and how it went of sleeping on his own.

Boo!

I'm back just to update my life as haven't been on here for a bit. I decided to buy a desktop as my current one sounds as if I am vacuuming. I got myself a dell computer the one with processor of Intel i3 :D So hopefully that would arrive soon ^^

I have been talking to the introduced guy on facebook by messaging each other but I have no idea what else to talk about as I am making a load of random questions... almost asked him all the questions I can think of :O Help!

Going to China, China, China!!! Well in June but that's soon anyway. What is good to get relatives who live in China from here? All I think of is buying jewellery which they have there and it's more cheaper in China as well.

ok...

Ah crap. My sister recieved a call from her husband;s sister asking if I flipping have a boyfriend bah! I do not want a boyfriend yet! I haven't even got myself a job which I want. So hilarious that it happened. But seriously no-one would want to go out with me, I am introvert lol! Really, anti-social person! I am the laziest git you'll ever meet in socialising! I hate spending my money, like things free, feel the need to return stuff to equivalent cost if you give me anything! Even if you give me a freaking sweet! I would probably give you a sweet back or give you money of pennies for the sweet.

Wow

My mum just went up to me to give me a sweet and said "You're ugly". Wow, what a great mum. Thanks for the compliment! I know in general I am not all girly nor look much of a girl but do not bring me down further than I am feeling already.

During my childhood, I was always told that I looked like a boy and I am a boy. Wow, life just treated me like dirt throughout my childhood which haunted me and still it haunts me now.

I do not think I shall ever be a girl, I would always be a boy to some.